YOU WILL NEVER BE MY GOD, FELIX.
img img YOU WILL NEVER BE MY GOD, FELIX. img Chapter 3 โ€“ DEAD BY DAWN.
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Chapter 6 โ€“ VOICES IN MY HEAD. img
Chapter 7 โ€“ WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT img
Chapter 8 โ€“ CAN I EVER NOT BE FAKE img
Chapter 9 -- ERASED. img
Chapter 10 - I WOULDN'T LISTEN TO ANYONE. img
Chapter 11 โ€“ HOPELESS AND HURT. img
Chapter 12 โ€“ HATE TO LOVE YOU. img
Chapter 13 - ALL IN MY HEAD. img
Chapter 14 โ€“ DO I REGRET IT img
Chapter 15 โ€“ WHAT WAS THE REASON img
Chapter 16 - ABANDONED. img
Chapter 17 - WHY img
Chapter 18 - I'M DUMPING YOU. img
Chapter 19 - THE TERMS OF THE CONTRACT HAVE JUST CHANGED. img
Chapter 20 - AND IF I REFUSE img
Chapter 21 - YOUR REIGN IS OVER. img
Chapter 22 - STAY STRONG ENOUGH TO WELCOME A BLOW. img
Chapter 23 - I HELD IT IN FOR SO LONG, NOW I'M LETTING IT OUT. img
Chapter 24 - IF I DON'T HAVE HIM, NOBODY CAN. img
Chapter 25 - BURNT ALIVE. img
Chapter 26 - THE PUZZLE 1. img
Chapter 27 - THE PUZZLE 2. img
Chapter 28 - A SHADOW OF MYSELF. img
Chapter 29 - IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN YOU. WHY WAS IT YOU img
Chapter 30 - FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE. img
Chapter 31 - A DESPERATE SEARCH. img
Chapter 32 - GOOD THINGS DON'T LAST FOREVER. img
Chapter 33 - THE SACRIFICE TO BE FREE. img
Chapter 34 - I HAD A LOT OF QUESTIONS. img
Chapter 35 - TOO LATE TO SAY SORRY. img
Chapter 36 - EVERYONE IS IN PAIN... CHEER UP. img
Chapter 37 - A SMALL TOWN. img
Chapter 38 - CRYING FOR SOMEONE WHO'S NOT REALLY DEAD, JUST MEMORY DEAD! img
Chapter 39 - DEAD TO THE WORLD, BUT ALIVE. img
Chapter 40 - LONELINESS IS HUMAN. img
Chapter 41 - THE BIRTH OF A NEW ME. img
Chapter 42 - OUR LOVELY CONFRONTATION. img
Chapter 43 - NEMESIS EXISTS AFTER ALL. img
Chapter 44 - WE WOULD BE HAPPY AGAIN. img
Chapter 45 - LET'S KILL JUDAS FOR JESUS. img
Chapter 46 - A FEW FEET AWAY. img
Chapter 47 - A COWARD. img
Chapter 48 - I'M HERE TO STAY... I WON'T LOSE YOU. img
Chapter 49 - I FELT EVERY BIT OF IT. img
Chapter 50 - IT'S YOU. img
Chapter 51 - I JUST WANT TO BE WHERE YOU ARE. img
Chapter 52 - THE DISTANCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME NEVER SEEMS TO DISAPPEAR. img
Chapter 53 - DESIRES ARE DANGEROUS. img
Chapter 54 - IGNORED LIKE A DISEASE. img
Chapter 55 - GOOD SIN. img
Chapter 56 - DON'T WAKE ME UP. img
Chapter 57 - I WISHED THE HAPPINESS I FELT WOULD NEVER SHATTER. img
Chapter 58 - FORCED TO BE STRANGERS. img
Chapter 59 - FALLING INTO DEPRESSION. img
Chapter 60 - JUST CAN'T HELP BUT STAY. img
Chapter 61 - LOVE LANGUAGE. img
Chapter 62 - GO BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM. img
Chapter 63 - FUEL THE FIRE. img
Chapter 64 - OUR ONLY HOPE TO SETTLEMENT. img
Chapter 65 - AFTER ALL THE TROUBLES WE WENT THROUGH. img
Chapter 66 - EVERYONE DISAGREED. img
Chapter 67 - COULD I HAVE HALLUCINATED img
Chapter 68 - TOO MUCH THIS TIME I GOT PARALYZED. img
Chapter 69 - IS THERE A WAY OUT img
Chapter 70 - WHO'S BLOOD IS IT img
Chapter 71 โ€“ HOW DID WE GET INTO THIS MESS img
Chapter 72 - WE WERE WORRIED ABOUT THE WRONG PERSON. img
Chapter 73 - IF ALL WAS LOST. img
Chapter 74 - YOUR ENEMY IS RIGHT UNDER YOUR NOSE. img
Chapter 75 - HUMANS GET SWAPPED. img
Chapter 76 - IT'S A TRAP... RUN. img
Chapter 77 โ€“ TIME IS THE ENEMY. img
Chapter 78 - CRAZY PSYCHOPATH. img
Chapter 79 โ€“ I LOST ALL HOPE UNTIL DEATH CAME KNOCKING. img
Chapter 80 - WE BARELY ESCAPED. img
Chapter 81 - IS ALL HOPE LOST img
Chapter 82 - WE ARE A FAMILY. img
Chapter 83 - GOOD LUCK FOOLING US. img
Chapter 84 - I SEE WHY I CAN'T GET OVER YOU. I MIGHT AS WELL DIE WITH YOU. img
Chapter 85 - I CAN'T STOP REMEMBERING THAT KISS. img
Chapter 86 - DIRTY DISCUSSION. img
Chapter 87 - LEARN TO SURPRISE PEOPLE. img
Chapter 88 - ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY. img
Chapter 89 - I'LL FIND A LEGAL WAY TO KILL YOU. img
Chapter 90 - ONE STEP FORWARD AND THREE STEPS BACK. img
Chapter 91 - I WANT ALL THE TEARS BACK THAT I CRIED. img
Chapter 92 - THE VIOLENT TAKES IT BY FORCE. img
Chapter 93 - YES, I CHOOSE DEATH. img
Chapter 94 - I'M GOING TO DO THE JUSTICE MYSELF. img
Chapter 95 - I HEARD SOMETHING. img
Chapter 96 โ€“ MAYBE I SHOULDN'T HAVE LOVED YOU. img
Chapter 97 - I'M FRAGILE. img
Chapter 98 - SLOWLY PUTTING THE PIECES TOGETHER. img
Chapter 99 - TABLE SUCCESSFULLY TURNED. img
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Chapter 3 โ€“ DEAD BY DAWN.

๐Ÿฆ‹ BENITA ๐Ÿฆ‹

To hell with me being alive!

I stood there, my body numb and unresponsive, and none of what was happening made any sense to me. Why is he lying there dead? Did I kill him unconsciously because of the much anger that was boiling inside me?

Yes, I thought life wasn't fair to me, but I'd never kill a man, I didn't kill him, right?

Fear gripped me tightly, its icy fingers wrapping around my heart and squeezing tightly. I couldn't breathe, couldn't think, couldn't move. My heart just pounded in my chest, a drumbeat of dread that echoes through my entire body.

I felt like I was going to burst, like a fragile balloon filled with water dropped on cold stone.

I wanted to speak, scream, and scold him as to why he had to die in a room I was the only one in, preparing to make my life much more aggravating than it already is โ€“ why?

But I was silenced by the crushing weight of fear.

When my brain began to function again, I immediately processed what I had to do... Run!

I stormed down the street, running as fast as I could, my feet pounding the ground in a frantic bid for freedom.

For a reason, I couldn't dare to look back, I just kept on running.

Soon it was dawn, and the police began to chase after me. The siren echoed everywhere around me, and deep down, I knew I was close to being caught. Regardless, I kept on going, counting my options and my breath.

A few minutes later, I was thrown into handcuffs and forced into the police car, but I said nothing... I was desperately trying to think.

We got to the station, and I was tossed into the investigation room. By then, I was done with all the thinking I had to do, and I was assured that I definitely didn't kill that old man.

"Why did you kill him?" the police man asked firmly.

I stared at him, my tongue was tied, but I was screaming on the inside, because no matter what I say, a businessman was found dead in a hotel room, only I was in... nobody's going to believe me.

"Confess!" the police man screamed angrily, "You were sent to kill him, how did you kill him?"

A drop of tear escaped my face as I whispered, "I'm actually the one who needs saving, not him."

"Playing innocent won't help you," the police man snapped back, "How much were you offered to do it?"

The police man stood up angrily, his hand gripped my shoulder, his fingers digging deep into my skin. "Say it," his low, menacing voice growled in my ear.

I swallowed hard. The grip on my shoulder tightened, "Say it!" he repeated.

I took a deep breath and forced the words out of my mouth, "I don't know how he died, I didn't do it."

Angry and disappointed at my response, the police man pushed me to the cold, damp floor, my body screaming in agony.

The police man's face was twisted in a snarl as he picked up an iron, its metal surface glowing red hot.

"You killed him," he growled.

I shook my head in dissatisfaction, "I didn't, he was already dead by the time I woke up."

"Then why did you run?" he reasoned out.

The iron came down, searing my skin with a sickening hiss. I screamed, my body twisting off the floor in a futile attempt to escape the agony.

I felt my skin burn, my muscles melt, and I was covered in sweat, trapped in a living hell with no escape.

Time lost all meaning as the torture continued. I was consumed by pain.

Suddenly, the iron was withdrawn, leaving me gasping for air.

The police man's face loomed over me, his eyes blazing with fury, "You killed him."

I sobbed uncontrollably as I whispered, "No!"

The police man's boot came down on my chest, forcing the air out of my lungs.

"Tell me what I need to know," he screamed.

"Help me!" I murmured.

The pain was severe, my body felt like it was on fire, the police man applied more pressure, I felt my ribs crack, my lungs burn. I was swimming in pain.

Suddenly, the door burst open and a voice shouted, "That's enough!" The police man lifted his boot, and I gasped for air.

Left alone in the investigation room, I struggled to sit up, a wave of dizziness washed over me, sending me back down.

I cried out in frustration, my voice barely above a whisper.

My ribs ached, my entire body was bruised, and my face... My face felt like it had been smashed in.

I reached to touch my face, wincing in pain as my fingers made contact with the swollen skin. My eyes felt puffy, my lips split and tender.

It's only when a man with status dies that you uncover how strict and hardworking a police officer can be.

Without warning, the pain, torment, and torture continued. After what seemed like an eternity of living my worst life in jail, the police man walked up to me and announced... "You are free to go; we have learned from his doctor how he died. He suffered a heart attack and fell, hitting his head on the glass table in the center of the room during the fall. You can go home now. We sincerely apologize for the situation you experienced. The surveillance video only showed you running out of the room, which led us to believe you were responsible for what happened. Under the pressure from his family, I felt compelled to extract further information from you."

I laughed out sarcastically when I heard the news, after facing consequences for no reason, this is all I get? This is all they have to say, nothing else?

Perhaps the price was my freedom; that was what I thought until Mr. William's car landed and parked in front of the station.

The little hope I had immediately disappeared. I glanced at the police man and he responded, "We reached out to your guardian, he's here to take you home."

I firmly closed my eyes, feeling a wave of disappointment wash over me as tears streamed down my face. My mind was flooded with anxiety, frustration, and resentment. I was not going to be forced to relive moments I thought I had left behind; I refuse to accept this eternal doom.

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