THE LOVE I MUST HATE
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Chapter 11 I AM SO STRESSED II img
Chapter 12 UNHELPED img
Chapter 13 CRASHED EMOTION img
Chapter 14 IT IS CALVARY img
Chapter 15 BURIED FEELINGS img
Chapter 16 ICE ME DOWN img
Chapter 17 I HATE TO NEED HER img
Chapter 18 UNFRESHED START img
Chapter 19 DEAL BREAKER img
Chapter 20 GRATEFULLY DUMPED img
Chapter 21 NO MORE CLOSENESS img
Chapter 22 TO SQUARE ONE img
Chapter 23 I WANT TO STAY img
Chapter 24 I OWN MY FEELINGS img
Chapter 25 HER REASONS img
Chapter 26 UNSTABLE img
Chapter 27 MEETING DATE img
Chapter 28 SHARED SECRET img
Chapter 29 A BULLIED BULLY img
Chapter 30 WEIRD ARRANGEMENT img
Chapter 31 UNDERSTANDING US img
Chapter 32 I AM DONE LIKING GIRLS img
Chapter 33 A FAIR TRUCE img
Chapter 34 I GOT A GOOD LEECH img
Chapter 35 SELF-DECEPTION img
Chapter 36 CHEESY GAME img
Chapter 37 FISHY DINNER img
Chapter 38 MESSY DINNER img
Chapter 39 JOGGLED FEELINGS img
Chapter 40 ENDED BEFORE IT BEGAN img
Chapter 41 WISH ME LUCK img
Chapter 42 MORE THAN A FRIEND img
Chapter 43 I MISS HER img
Chapter 44 THE BLAME IS MINE img
Chapter 45 FVCK LOUIS NOBIS img
Chapter 46 CRY OF PLEASURE img
Chapter 47 MY MIND READER img
Chapter 48 OH MY BABE! img
Chapter 49 SHITTY STAR img
Chapter 50 LIFE OF MY OWN img
Chapter 51 I NEED YOU NOW img
Chapter 52 LOVE SO INTENSE img
Chapter 53 FROZEN-BEATEN-SPEECHLESS img
Chapter 54 DESPERATE MEASURES img
Chapter 55 NOTHING WORKS img
Chapter 56 I CAN'T HANDLE IT img
Chapter 57 FRIENDS WITH NEEDS img
Chapter 58 SANCTUARY img
Chapter 59 MURDEROUS CRAVINGS img
Chapter 60 HAUNTED HATRED img
Chapter 61 DO UNTO HER img
Chapter 62 I SHOULD BEAR THE PAIN img
Chapter 63 CAN'T BURN OUT img
Chapter 64 BROKEN img
Chapter 65 THORNS IN HER HEART img
Chapter 66 TRIP TO HER HEART img
Chapter 67 A PHYSICAL TOUCH img
Chapter 68 A WALK AWAY img
Chapter 69 HOME AT LAST img
Chapter 70 MOVING ON img
Chapter 71 A LITTLE DEVIL img
Chapter 72 UNKNOWN CUTS img
Chapter 73 NOT-LATE img
Chapter 74 HOME CALL img
Chapter 75 GUILTILY INNOCENT img
Chapter 76 DEVIL DOESN'T BARGAIN img
Chapter 77 MASSIVE TREMORS img
Chapter 78 ALIVE AT LAST! img
Chapter 79 DEAD AGAIN img
Chapter 80 STABBED TO LIFE img
Chapter 81 BREAKING FREE img
Chapter 82 CHEERS TO PEACE AND FAMILY img
Chapter 83 TO LOVE AND BE LOVED img
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Chapter 6 COSTLY FEELINGS

LISA:

"Hail Mary, full of Grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus."

"Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen." We chorused after Evelyn, the chapel prefect.

It is another compulsory school activity; to recite and say the rosary at 6 PM daily. We kneel before the Virgin Mary's status with baby Jesus in her arms, both wearing sparkling crowns and arms spread to the air as we count down to the last bead of our chaplets.

"Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit."

"As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen." We chorused.

"Let us pray."

Evelyn solely recited the prayers - it was her call to do this part. I never bothered to learn any prayer she takes either for my good or my knowledge.

"Amen!" We chorused at the end of the long prayer.

"In the name of the Father..."

"And of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen."

And that calls the end to the evening rosary.

As holy as we were trained, we folded our hands, queued up behind the juniors, and marched out of the prayer ground into our various hotels for the next activity.

What could be next?

"Senior Lisa!" I turned to the hopping and happy Uriel.

"Shh!"

"I know but the Reverends are still in the chapel."

In Louis Nobis, we do not also yell. We are trained to talk in whispers at every time of the day. It is a rule to abide and any loud noise could result in punishment by the Reverends or the Disciplinary Prefect.

"Sandra is everywhere," I warned but Uriel took it as a joke and laughed even louder.

"Who is Senior Sandra when I have you?" She held my arm and rested her head on me.

She is not wrong now. Sandra, the disciplinarian may be everywhere doing her duty, but Uriel is safe with me no matter how loud she screams. No one can punish my girl; except the Reverends of course. Everyone behaves when they are parading, and since they are yet to end their evening prayers in the chapel, Uriel can act however she wants.

The loud bell sounded for the next activity and Uriel disarmed me.

"Dinner time." She pouted.

"Don't be late to the dining hall."

Although no prefect can dare to touch Uriel, I do not cease to teach her against trespassing, and she has been obedient and cooperating.

"I am not hungry," she frowned. "I want to skip."

"You mustn't skip dining hours, Uriel. You could be punished."

"I know but I want to skip. Can we skip?"

"We?"

"Yes," she came to my face and shone her perfect teeth. "I want to show you something."

"What can that be?"

The idea of being with Uriel when everyone else is dining gives me chills and rapid heartbeats.

"Skip dinner with me and I will show you."

"Okay."

Whatever may come afterward, I will take the blame and serve the punishment.

"Okay?"

"Let's dine later. So?"

My eyes brightened as I agreed to the madness and Uriel flashed me her prettiest smile.

"I will meet you in class in fifteen minutes."

"Uriel?"

"I must get something from the hostel. You go to class and I'll meet you there."

"Uriel," I shut my eyes at her crazy joke. "It is Weekend and classrooms are locked." I reminded her.

"I know."

"You know?"

"Senior Jeroita is your friend."

"Uriel..."

"Please."

Her eyes smothered as she pleaded, and yes, I can do anything to restore those happy eyes.

"Okay. fifteen minutes."

She nodded happily and ran off into her hostel. I watched the back of the girl who could make me do unthinkable things and wondered when my feelings developed that deeply.

Jeroita, that perfectionist, how do I get the keys off her? No, I won't try. I have a better means to get those keys.

"Gabby..." I went after the only easy means I could think of.

Gabby has a way around people. Her unique personality labeled her a friend of everyone and in the past, I have seen her speaking to Jeroita.

"I know this call," Gabby halted. "What do you want?"

Gabby understands me more than anyone. Although I am yet to tag her as my best friend or anything related to that, she remains the closest to me.

"I want the key to the classrooms." I cut to the chase.

"Do you mean the key to hell?"

"Come on, Gabby."

"I am not asking Jeriota for you. I am fine being this happy."

"No one else can talk to Jeriota."

"I won't help you, bye. I am off to dinner."

Yes, a bribe!

"My lunch for three days," I offered.

Gabby is our class glutton except she still looks malnourished. As skinny as she is, she can devour ten students' food and not be satisfied. Offering my food is the only way to get her to meet Jeriota.

"Interesting," her lashes flickered. "Why do you want to give up your food to be in class? What are you not telling me?"

"Are you bringing me the key or not?"

"One minute," she scanned me thoroughly. "Are you also skipping dinner for this?"

I shrugged.

"You look desperate. I will help but..."

"Gabby..."

I don't like Gabby's conditions; they are never favorable. Yet I must compile. What choice do I have?

"I will follow you to class."

"Forget it. I will meet the mighty study prefect myself."

I made to walk away only to have Gabby hold me back.

"I wasn't trying to pry into your business. I am you know, curious. But if you do not want me to follow you, it is fine."

I am glad she is re-tracing. It wouldn't be nice to bring someone with me; not because Uriel wouldn't understand if I told her but because I want a time alone with Uriel.

"So?"

"I will also have your dinner."

"And cover me," I added.

To be on a safe ride, I asked Gabby for a cover if perhaps the Reverends decide to grace the dining hall for inspections.

I didn't mention Uriel to avoid Gabby's curiosity. And I know if the Reverends should ask for Uriel, Gabby would have it covered.

            
            

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