THE LOVE I MUST HATE
img img THE LOVE I MUST HATE img Chapter 4 MY GIRL, MY WOMAN
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Chapter 11 I AM SO STRESSED II img
Chapter 12 UNHELPED img
Chapter 13 CRASHED EMOTION img
Chapter 14 IT IS CALVARY img
Chapter 15 BURIED FEELINGS img
Chapter 16 ICE ME DOWN img
Chapter 17 I HATE TO NEED HER img
Chapter 18 UNFRESHED START img
Chapter 19 DEAL BREAKER img
Chapter 20 GRATEFULLY DUMPED img
Chapter 21 NO MORE CLOSENESS img
Chapter 22 TO SQUARE ONE img
Chapter 23 I WANT TO STAY img
Chapter 24 I OWN MY FEELINGS img
Chapter 25 HER REASONS img
Chapter 26 UNSTABLE img
Chapter 27 MEETING DATE img
Chapter 28 SHARED SECRET img
Chapter 29 A BULLIED BULLY img
Chapter 30 WEIRD ARRANGEMENT img
Chapter 31 UNDERSTANDING US img
Chapter 32 I AM DONE LIKING GIRLS img
Chapter 33 A FAIR TRUCE img
Chapter 34 I GOT A GOOD LEECH img
Chapter 35 SELF-DECEPTION img
Chapter 36 CHEESY GAME img
Chapter 37 FISHY DINNER img
Chapter 38 MESSY DINNER img
Chapter 39 JOGGLED FEELINGS img
Chapter 40 ENDED BEFORE IT BEGAN img
Chapter 41 WISH ME LUCK img
Chapter 42 MORE THAN A FRIEND img
Chapter 43 I MISS HER img
Chapter 44 THE BLAME IS MINE img
Chapter 45 FVCK LOUIS NOBIS img
Chapter 46 CRY OF PLEASURE img
Chapter 47 MY MIND READER img
Chapter 48 OH MY BABE! img
Chapter 49 SHITTY STAR img
Chapter 50 LIFE OF MY OWN img
Chapter 51 I NEED YOU NOW img
Chapter 52 LOVE SO INTENSE img
Chapter 53 FROZEN-BEATEN-SPEECHLESS img
Chapter 54 DESPERATE MEASURES img
Chapter 55 NOTHING WORKS img
Chapter 56 I CAN'T HANDLE IT img
Chapter 57 FRIENDS WITH NEEDS img
Chapter 58 SANCTUARY img
Chapter 59 MURDEROUS CRAVINGS img
Chapter 60 HAUNTED HATRED img
Chapter 61 DO UNTO HER img
Chapter 62 I SHOULD BEAR THE PAIN img
Chapter 63 CAN'T BURN OUT img
Chapter 64 BROKEN img
Chapter 65 THORNS IN HER HEART img
Chapter 66 TRIP TO HER HEART img
Chapter 67 A PHYSICAL TOUCH img
Chapter 68 A WALK AWAY img
Chapter 69 HOME AT LAST img
Chapter 70 MOVING ON img
Chapter 71 A LITTLE DEVIL img
Chapter 72 UNKNOWN CUTS img
Chapter 73 NOT-LATE img
Chapter 74 HOME CALL img
Chapter 75 GUILTILY INNOCENT img
Chapter 76 DEVIL DOESN'T BARGAIN img
Chapter 77 MASSIVE TREMORS img
Chapter 78 ALIVE AT LAST! img
Chapter 79 DEAD AGAIN img
Chapter 80 STABBED TO LIFE img
Chapter 81 BREAKING FREE img
Chapter 82 CHEERS TO PEACE AND FAMILY img
Chapter 83 TO LOVE AND BE LOVED img
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Chapter 4 MY GIRL, MY WOMAN

LISA:

The deafening church bell sounded aggressively into my ears.

This is one of the routines I dislike about schools managed by Reverend Sisters; the early bells announcing the waking time for morning mass is one I can give anything to avoid. But there is no avoidance when you live within the convent.

Even as seniors and prefects, we are not exempted from the masses. While we have the privileges of having our designated hostel and washrooms, we must be part of the school obligations like every other student.

"Lisa..."

"What now?" I groaned in my bed.

Gabby has her bed beside me, believe me, I live in regret.

"Are you awake?" She asked

Gabby has nothing useful to share only lamentations of how she wishes she could afford a hot bath or miss the mass.

I hear those wishes every morning, but I am not hearing them today.

"Lisa..."

I ignored her and climbed out of my bed.

"Have you imagined a school without those bells?" Gabby went ahead to ask despite my muteness. "I have. It is peaceful and annoyance-free."

I smiled. No, it is too early to welcome Gabby. I frowned.

"Can you picture how cold the shower would be now, Lisa?"

It is 5 AM and yes, the shower ought to be freezing. There is no boiling pot of water, Gabby; this is not home.

I could have said that to Gabby, but that would provide initiatives for more talk.

Gabby is a classmate. She enrolled in Louis Nobis the same year as me. She is also a prefect which has us living in the room meant for school prefects.

I may not have a best friend and or the best circle of friends, but I relate with everyone. I am a friend of all and close to none. But Gabby is an active friend. For some reason, I can't get rid of her.

"Lisa..." Pamela, the Head Prefect called softly and I turned to her, surprising Gabby with my instant attentiveness.

Pamela isn't the talkie and friend-zoned type. Her function was awarded to her due to her academic excellence and not because she has the capacity to head anyone.

"Hi," I greeted her.

Having Pamela in my space is significant. She isn't Gabby to utilize every moment for leisure.

"Uriel," she said. "She is calling for you."

Uriel?

"Is she well?"

"I failed to ask. But she sounded urgent."

"Thank you."

I do not need to ask Pamela how she got the information. As the Head Prefect, she must rise before the morning bell, and parade every hostel to ensure orderliness. And from there, she had returned with a message from Uriel which I couldn't place the reason for the early summon.

Still in my pajamas, I hurried down to Uriel's hostel. Advancing closer, I saw her pacing up and down the entrance.

How beautiful and fragile she looks in her white night now.

"Uriel?"

"Senior Lisa."

She ran to me and stood restlessly, biting and wagging her fingers.

"Hey, are you alright?"

"Senior Lisa...What should I do?"

I took her hand off her mouth and held it. "What is going on?"

"I..." She turned cold and sluggish. When I thought she didn't want to talk, she turned around and showed me the cause of her predicament.

"Oh dear!"

"I woke up to it," she went low. "My gown...and my bed. Everything is stained."

Uriel is fourteen and this is her becoming a woman. She confided in me barely two weeks ago that she hadn't seen it, and here it comes, sudden and huge.

"It is a good thing." I tried to ease her.

"It isn't. I have made a mess of myself," she lowered her face to the ground. "Help me, Senior Lisa. I don't know how to handle it."

"Look at me," she lifted her face to me. "You have done nothing to be scared of. And believe me, Uriel, this...your stain, is a good thing."

I said as truthfully as required and she nodded.

"I was happy to see it," she admitted before slipping low again. "But I wasn't prepared."

"No one knows when it comes," I caressed her silky long her. "You have waited so long to welcome it."

"I have. I am finally a woman." She smiled boldly.

Oh, Uriel! You have always been a woman to me.

We went into her hostel, to her bed space, rolled out the stained bed sheet, and replaced it with another.

"I will wash them later," I said, folding the dirty bedsheet.

"No, senior Lisa. I should wash them."

"Don't get heady," I warned her. "Remove your nightgown too. Hurry, we must meet up for the mass."

Uriel withdrew her insistence on washing her bed sheet, and without considering my presence, she loosened her nightgown and stood naked before me.

I stood in shock at her exposed body. Uriel seemed unaffected and gradually walked to her hanger for a towel while I couldn't contain the dashing smoothness of her body, her young but robust boobs, her fresh thighs, and dear lord! Her bushy region.

I swallowed the loops in my throat but each swallow breeds a bigger loop. My thirst remains unquenched despite my salivating. I came down with thousand and one imaginations watching Uriel tie her towel around her.

It is usual for students to unclad before each other. We are girls, right? I have seen a lot of naked bodies; rooms and bathrooms are shared but why am I sweating on Uriel's body?

I am seeing Uriel for the first time. She enrolled when I became a senior. There hasn't been a time we shared a hostel or washroom. There hasn't been a chance to see her beauty.

"Senior, Lisa..." Uriel shook me lightly and out of my explicit wishes. "You zoned out."

"Did I?" I collected her nightwear and folded it into the bed sheet.

"Did you sleep well?"

"Not much." I lied. "Go ahead, grab your things. Time to freshen up."

A few students have begun to return from the washroom. It is about 5:38 AM, and it is expected they return to prepare for the mass.

I returned to my hostel, grabbed a pack of sanitary pads, hurried to Uriel's, kept it for her easy discovery, and hastened back.

            
            

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