Chapter 4 Strong Girl

Moris chuckled and circled me in his arms,

"You don't want to admit that you want the same thing I want. You always play hard to get"

HE said and bit my earlobe. I cringed inside, I was irritated by the act. I would not say I love Moris but I enjoy having sex with him. He knows how to fvck you until you become numb and that has been the only thing keeping me attracted to him. Apart from sex, he has nothing else to offer.

You would be surprised that I am this girl who loves sex to the extent that it has to be the reason I have to keep a man. I tell you, that's what Zain turned me into. I would say he showed me a world of sex and after we broke up, I continued sleeping with men thinking that I would get over him but the more I had sex the more miserable I became and when I wanted to stop, Moris came into the picture and took me on another rollercoaster of sex, a whole new level and I almost forgot about Zain.

There is no style of sex position I have not tried with Moris. I am not regretting that because sex relaxes me and takes my mind off tension. It's a pity that mom does not know that her little girl is not innocent as she sees me.

I am more than rotten, it's only Zain, Tasha and Moris that know how badass girl I am.

But you see today I am in no mood for sex.

"Moris, I am in no mood and next time, try to knock, okay."

He released me and turned to face me.

"You don't mean that right? Look at me, I am hard for you, baby"

I narrowed my eyes down and he was hard. I don't get it. Is it everything time he wants to have sex he would take a trip to my house?

He lives across the street and I tell you, midnight, Moris is here if he ever gets a hard-on and mom really doesn't notice why he comes here because he is always the Innocent boy he plays in front of mom. Though he doesn't come into my room during the night but whenever we get a chance out of mom's sight, we fuck.

I looked up at his face and smiled,

"You have got to help yourself today. My mood was spoiled."

He could not take me seriously,

"Seriously Jenny, you and I know that it's when you are in a bad mood you enjoy sex the most. Or you have got another fucking buddy"

"Damn you, you are too raw. It must not be about sex all the time. Have you ever asked me why I am this crazy about sex? No, you wouldn't ask because you don't care. If not for the great sex you claim I give you, you would not be here with your dick trying to poke out of your briefs,

Go home boy, I am in no mood."

My message was clear and I am hopeful he understood me. He left with no words and I sighed.

I looked at the painting in front of me and hissed out loud, the urge to continue painting was not there again so I dropped all my painting equipment and washed off the paints all over my hands and left my painting room to my room.

My painting room is adjoined to my room, I like it that way. I could paint any time of the day.

I stared at my wall clock, it was 3: 30 pm and I was bored to death like this.

Since I am going to leave here for a while. I might as well take some fresh air and say goodbye to the neighbourhood.

I picked up my scarf and walked out of my room. I was wearing leggings and a tank top with Italian sandals.

I walked past mom's room but stopped and peeped, she was not in the room and the shower was running which means she is in the bathroom.

I walked inside and knocked on the bathroom door.

"Mom, I want to take some fresh air"

I yelled and the shower stopped running, I guess she turned it off

"I thought Moris was here?"

"He was but he has left. See you soon, mom"

"Alright darling, don't be late into the evening"

She said and the shower started running.

I turned and left her room, got to the living room and turned the TV off. We both left it running.

I sighed and walked out of our apartment into the busy street of my neighbourhood. It was getting close to evening and by this time, it gets busy.

My childhood and everything revolves around here.

And this will be the first time I will be stepping out of it.

I will definitely miss here, the world, and the calmness it brings to my soul and I will miss seeing Tasha in person unless through video calls.

I was long gone past my street heading into the next street when I decided to visit someone.

She is someone who has done so much for me. What my mom could not do, she did for me and for that she has become my second mom and I could tell her anything

I walked to her door and knocked. A few seconds later the door opened to reveal the smiling face of Mrs Celine.

"By the sound of the knocks, I already know it is you. Come in my dear"

She said and stepped aside for me to come in. I went in and smiled.

"How well you know me, Mrs Celine. "Good evening to you and how are you doing?"

"I am great darling, the twins have missed you so much. They keep asking after you"

She said and gestured for me to sit down.

I sat down and smiled up at her

"They did? I missed them too. Can I see them?"

I asked hopefully, it's not that she would refuse me but I chose to look hopeful.

"Of Course my darling, you can. I will be right back."

She said and left.