Chapter 2 The Wolfsbane Scar

The forest air was sharp and cold against my skin, but it couldn't touch the frost spreading through my veins. Every step I took moved me away from my destiny and toward something completely unknown. The pain was not just in my mind; it was a physical, psychic ache following the path of our severed mate bond. It was an invisible chain, snapped and whipping against my soul.

I pressed the heel of my hand against my ribs, where my inner wolf, Lyra, usually resided in quiet contentment. Now, there was only a screaming void. Lyra wasn't just hurt; she was dying. A mate's rejection, especially one so public and absolute, acted like poison. The rejection didn't just break a bond; it aimed to shatter the she-wolf's spirit, often leaving her without her wolf or worse, dead.

I kept walking, driven by the cold clarity of a single thought: I will not die because of his mistake.

I drew on a part of my inner light-the light he called a liability-to seal the psychic wound, pushing the pain down until it settled in my right hand. That hand had healed him. It throbbed now, not with power, but with a dull, constant ache, as if the bone itself had been bruised. It was a tangible mark of his rejection, a constant reminder of my vow.

I had to put some distance between myself and the Pack's border before dawn. Every minute closer to the human world was a minute I remained safe from Kael's inevitable change of heart. Alpha Kael might regret his choice, but he was too proud to admit it. He would hunt me not out of love, but out of fear of what I might say to the neighboring territories about his weakness.

Miles back in the sacred clearing, Alpha Kael stood still long after the last wolf had left. The triumphant feeling of having survived the Wolfsbane-showing his control over the poison and his emotions-was already fading. It was replaced by a gnawing, cold anxiety.

His forearm, where he had driven the dagger, was perfectly smooth. Elara's magic had been impossibly fast and complete. But the healing hadn't erased the Wolfsbane residue; it had simply contained it.

He could feel it now: a deep, constant itch beneath his skin, right at the site of the old wound. It was minor, nothing a normal wolf couldn't ignore, but Kael was an Alpha. It affected his aura, making his commands feel slightly less certain and his sense of authority subtly fractured.

He ran his thumb over the scar. He saw not the scar of a hero, but a dark reminder of the power he had rejected. He had feared Elara's temper, yet her exit had been terrifyingly calm. That controlled silence, that empty-eyed vow, was more dangerous than any screaming tantrum.

He turned to his Beta, Roric, who was still recovering from the night's events.

"Find her," Kael ordered, his voice deliberately rough to hide the tremor of anxiety.

Roric swallowed hard. "Alpha? But you rejected her. She left the territory. She's a lone wolf now."

"She is not just a lone wolf," Kael snapped, his eyes flashing yellow as a warning. "She is a threat. Her kind of power is too unpredictable to wander untethered. It attracts attention. Worse, she knows our Pack's weaknesses, our patrols, our true numbers. Find her and confirm she has crossed into human territory. Then keep an eye on her. Make sure she doesn't find a new Pack."

And make sure she never speaks of the Wolfsbane. Kael didn't add that last part. He didn't want his Beta to realize that Elara's rejection stemmed from his own calculated fear, a fear that was already haunting him. He framed it as a matter of the Pack's security, not his own fragile pride.

But Roric noticed the subtle twitch of Kael's healed arm. He detected the faint, metallic scent of a toxin that shouldn't have been there. Roric understood: the Alpha feared the rejected mate's power, and now, he was afraid of her silence.

I ran until my human legs gave out, collapsing in a clearing miles beyond the border where the scent of wolf was nearly gone, masked by damp earth and forgotten magic. I didn't shift. Shifting would only remind Lyra of the bond and increase her suffering. I lay on the cold ground, watching the first grey streaks of pre-dawn light pierce the canopy.

My healing hand radiated cold now, turning numb. I tried to focus my light, sending just a tiny spark of warmth to my fingers, but the magic resisted, twisting inward. It was a raw, primal cry from my power, confused and enraged by the rejection.

"You cannot bury a gift like yours, little wolf," a voice rasped from the shadows.

I jumped up, adrenaline overriding the pain, but I saw no one.

"Look down, child. At the roots."

I looked down. Sitting calmly among the gnarled roots of a massive oak was a woman who seemed made of shadow and moss. She wasn't a wolf. She was too old, too still. She was the Elder, the Shaman of the borderlands, rarely seen but often spoken of in hushed legends. She wore furs and feathers, and her eyes were the color of deep river water.

"Your mate poisoned himself to reject you," she said, her voice holding no judgment, only fact. "A dramatic fool."

I stared at her, unable to speak. How did she know?

"The wound may be closed, but the oath you swore-to dismantle him-is bleeding into your magic," the Shaman continued, rising with unsettling grace. "You try to heal yourself, but you only succeed in stifling the rage. The rage is your key, Elara. Not the cure."

She knelt beside a patch of dark, low-growing weeds-Wolfsbane.

"You fear this poison because he used it against you. But this plant is merely power. You can use it to heal the land or you can use it to destroy the Alpha who feared you."

The Shaman picked a handful of the deadly leaves. Rather than crushing them, she handed them to me.

"Let your fury be your focus. I will not teach you to heal. I will teach you to fight."

I looked at the Wolfsbane in my hand, then at the Shaman. The pain in my heart felt like a black hole, but at the center of that darkness, a tiny, sharp seed of revenge started to grow. I had come alone and broken. Now, I had a teacher and a purpose. My exile was not an ending; it was a new beginning.

My lips curved into a slow, cold smile. "I accept."

            
            

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