Chapter 6 The Weight of a Promise

(Ethan's POV)

There are moments that split your life into before and after.

The doctor's words still echoed in my head long after she'd left the room. Pregnant. Very likely expecting.

I'd faced crises before - boardroom battles, corporate betrayals, markets crashing overnight - but nothing had ever emptied me like that one quiet sentence.

Amara sat motionless on the bed, her hands clenched in the blanket, eyes fixed on nothing. The color had drained from her face. She looked small, breakable - and yet, there was a steadiness in her silence that humbled me.

I wanted to speak, to reach for her, but the words wouldn't come.

When I finally found my voice, I asked the only question that mattered. "Amara... is it mine?"

Her answer was soft, but certain. "There's no one else."

The air thickened. I felt something shift deep in my chest - a mix of fear, guilt, and something I couldn't name. Responsibility, maybe. Or something heavier.

I wanted to say I'm sorry, but it felt meaningless. I wanted to say I'll take care of you, but it sounded possessive. So instead, I said what I truly meant.

"Then we'll figure it out."

She looked up at me with wide, uncertain eyes. "You don't have to-"

"I know," I said quietly. "But I want to."

By the time I stepped out of the hospital room, the morning sun was spilling through the windows. I leaned against the cool wall, pressing a hand to my temple. My pulse was pounding.

Pregnant. A child. My child.

The thought didn't fit with the life I'd built - the careful, ordered world I'd constructed piece by piece since my early twenties. Everything in my existence had been planned, scheduled, controlled.

And now? One unplanned night had rewritten everything.

I didn't regret her - not Amara, not the night. What I regretted was the circumstance. The imbalance. The sheer unpredictability of it all.

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When I arrived at ColeTech later that morning, the office felt different - too loud, too bright.

Sade, my assistant, met me at the elevator with a tablet in hand, ready with the day's schedule.

"Good morning, sir. You have the board at ten, the ministerial call at twelve, and the media briefing at two. Would you like me to push your lunch with Mr. Bello?"

Her efficiency usually steadied me. Today, it felt like static.

"Cancel everything after noon," I said.

She blinked. "Everything, sir?"

"Yes. I need the afternoon clear."

She hesitated, then nodded. "Understood."

As she turned to leave, she paused. "Sir, are you all right? You look... different."

I gave a faint, tired smile. "Just a long morning, Sade."

"Would you like coffee?"

"Make it strong," I said.

When she left, I sat behind my desk and stared out the window. The city stretched before me - restless, alive, endlessly hungry. I'd spent years learning how to read it, how to bend it to my will. But nothing in this skyline could prepare me for what came next.

At noon, I left the office early and drove to the marina. I needed air, space - something to remind me that the world was still wide enough to hold this chaos.

As I stood by the water, I remembered my father. He'd been a mechanic in Ibadan, a quiet man with rough hands and a heart too kind for his own good. When I was twelve, he used to tell me, "A man's true measure isn't in what he earns, Ethan, but in what he stands by when life surprises him."

I hadn't thought of those words in years. But they found me now, when I needed them most.

Later that day, I went back to the hospital. Amara was sitting up, staring out the window when I walked in. She looked tired but calmer.

"You came back," she said softly.

"Of course I did."

She gave a small smile, but her eyes were cautious. "You must think I've ruined your life."

The words stung. "Don't say that."

"It's true, though. You have your company, your image, your perfect world. You don't need this."

I sat down across from her. "You're wrong. I've built everything I have around plans and numbers. But life doesn't wait for permission to happen. And maybe... maybe this is what I was missing."

She looked away, tears gathering in her eyes. "You don't even know me."

"Then let me," I said gently.

She shook her head, silent tears slipping down her cheeks. "I can't drag you into this. I can't be the reason your name ends up in gossip blogs or boardroom whispers."

I reached for her hand, hesitating before touching it. "You didn't drag me anywhere. I walked into that night with my eyes open. This is my responsibility too."

She didn't pull away. But she didn't meet my gaze either.

After a long silence, she said quietly, "What if I keep it?"

The question caught me off guard. "Amara..."

"I'm not asking for money or help," she continued. "I just... need time to think. I can't decide right now."

I nodded slowly. "Take all the time you need. I'm not going anywhere."

Her eyes flicked up to mine, uncertain but softening. "You say that like it's easy."

"It isn't," I admitted. "But it's true."

When I left the hospital that evening, Lagos was bathed in gold. The traffic on Ozumba Mbadiwe had already started to crawl, horns blaring like restless birds. I rolled down my window and let the wind in.

Sade called just as I turned onto the bridge.

"Sir, the board members are asking about tomorrow's investor dinner. Should I confirm your attendance?"

I hesitated. Tomorrow suddenly felt irrelevant.

"Confirm," I said. "But move it earlier. And tell them I'll only stay for an hour."

"Yes, sir."

There was a pause. "Sir... are you sure you're okay?"

I smiled faintly. "Not really, Sade. But I will be."

That night, I sat alone in my apartment, staring at the skyline. The city lights shimmered like a map of decisions waiting to be made.

I picked up my phone and opened a new message.

'If you need anything - anything at all - don't hesitate to call. Rest well.' – Ethan

I hovered over the send button for a moment before pressing it. Somewhere in the distance, thunder rumbled. Lagos was preparing for rain. I didn't know what tomorrow would bring, or how the world would react when the truth came out.

All I knew was this: I wasn't walking away.

Not from her. Not from the child. Not from the life that had chosen me, even when I hadn't chosen it.

And for the first time in a long time, that felt like the most honest decision I'd ever made.