Chapter 3 No Turning Back.

Levi.

We have already come this far. I can't stop now even if I want to. I don't know why the need to fill her up is so strong. I really do hate her. Am I helping her or is it revenge?

She is breathing so fast. There is still the small possibility that she might come to her senses and say no.

I wait patiently for her answer.

She sucks on her lower lip as she thinks. I look away from her lips. No kissing those lips. Our exchange is merely give and take, no strings attached. Kissing her would add another dimension to it.

She folds over as another wave of pain goes through her. When she finally meets my gaze, I already know her answer before she says it.

She is the type to regret it after it is already done. I know she is going to hate herself.

I will probably hate myself too.

"I am sure". She whispers.

That is the go ahead I need. No more dragging out. I unbuckle my belt and pull down my pants.

Her eyes follow my movements impatiently. Her eyes look so hungry.

I slide my briefs down and hear the sharp intake of breath as she sees my arousal.

She keeps fidgeting restlessly beneath me. I am rock hard and ready. I hope she is too.

Would she think of this anytime we run into each other after now?

Without wasting any more time, I nudge at her entrance. It is very tight. It just confirms my suspicions. She is a virgin. I am her first. I feel a swell of pride at the accomplishment. I had always thought she was a whore. Yet, she chooses me to be her first.

I brace myself and drive into her. I go slow in order to reduce the pain, but I make sure I destroy all her barriers. Her eyes go blank for a few seconds as the shock of being invaded registers.

I withdraw fully and go in again. I enter even deeper than before. She is so tight. She clenches around me and I almost lose it. I pick up the pace of my thrusts until she starts rocking with me.

She is the first woman I am having sex with in my bed. She also has an achievement to her name.

I shudder as I come inside her. Just then, I realize that I did not use protection.

What the fuck!

I pull out of her gently. Her mouth is open and her eyes are closed.

What is she thinking? A tear slips out of the corner of her left eye.

"Do you still feel pain?" I ask.

Her eyes open at my question.

"Don't you dare start acting like you care about me!" She said through clenched teeth.

"You're welcome". I say and pull up my briefs.

She does not even try to cover herself.

"I'll..." I start saying.

"Get out!" She yells at me.

I restrain myself from reminding her that she is in my house.

I quietly leave the room. As soon as I close the door behind me, she starts to sob.

Part of me wants to ask if I've hurt her. Has she not realized that I did not use protection yet?

I walk upstairs to grab a drink.

Anastasia.

Once he closes the door, I break down completely. I have just lost my dignity. I hate myself. The pain of the heat is gone, but I am still in pain. My entrance hurts and my heart hurts to.

I crawl out of the bed to have a shower. All I see in the bathroom are his things. His shaving kit is still lieing in the sink after he had probably used it.

I turn on the hot water in the tub and leave it to fill up. I walk to the cabinet and search for a good bubble bath. I need to wash his scent off my body. I don't want anyone to know what happened between us.

I see a fragrant bubble bath and take it.

I empty it's entire content into the tub. The suds start flowing out of the tub. I had put way to much.

I step into the water and gasp as it soaks me up. In between my legs still stings. I let the water do its magic. When I'm done, I'll pick up my things and leave.

A lot of males at the party saw when I went into heat. They know I left with Levi. If they know that Levi took me to his place, they'll put two and two together and know exactly what went on. No time to worry about that now.

If it wasn't him, it might have been someone else.

I really do need to get married for the sake of my pack. My older brother is the Alpha now. He had taken over from my father. My brother is unmarried as well. Like me, he rejected his two fated mates. He was lucky enough to be granted a second chance mate. I have not. He does not want to be married at all.

I, on the other hand can just choose a mate and get on with my life, but Levi's scent is the only one I am attracted to. Every other scent fades into his.

My pack needs alliances with other packs. My marriage to the Alpha of another pack would guarantee that.

I sink below the surface of the water for a couple of minutes. My life would never be the same again.

After my bath, I put on my dress and shoes and call my driver.

I sit down and wait for my driver. As soon as I hear the sound of a car pulling up in the driveway, I rush out of the room.

I walk into the living room and run into something hard. It only takes a second before I realize that it is Levi.

"Going somewhere?"