Chapter 3 3. So much p o r n still a vir gen

Leaving the school, Edward took my hand, and intertwining his fingers, my son's growled lowly, "Maybe we should eat out, Mom?" My puppy said, and I wanted to comply as they have all been just wonderful, but Edwuard had other things in his mind, "the omegas in the pack house have been cooking a feast for all of us; it is of my packs custom to eat together as the family we are, Yolanda," I looked at my mate who was being a complete gentleman towards me, "yes?" I asked him.

He smiled at me, then continued to speak, "If it's alright with you, I would love for the boys to meet the elders, as well as you, but when you are ready, they will want to know about this matter, I'm aware it's not the best news, but they have a title at their disposal," I blinked fast, I knew my sons where the firstborn of five alphas, they were to be Alphas, but what would happen if they didn't want the title? None of my pups showed me interest in becoming Alphas, but that wasn't necessarily true on what they wanted.

Milo walked by me and then said, "mom, the big game is tonight, and I know you will see it, seeing as we aren't given many choices, let's just comply, but I warn you," my boy directs with a following line of five fierce young Alpha growls, "you hurt our mom, we break you till it's the date to pull the plug, got it?" I gasped then pulled Milo's shoulder, "Milo! Behave! I'm not raising a rogue but a warrior, don't make me hit you with a real force, I gave you all life, and I can fucking take back too" each one of them looked like I had just knocked them down. Still, they quickly moved to untangle my hand from my mate to hug me, I walked joining hands with my boys. In contrast, my mate walked ahead, clearly annoyed that I still allowed my son's first then him, reaching the pack house I was mesmerized, it was such a big mansion, each pack I have lived on I never once went in the alphas mansion, each one of my pups has been conceived in different ways, only thing is after they where done with me, they where done with their contribution in the making, if I were simply treated with respect just for being myself I would get it. Still, being an omega warrior has proven to me that I don't need a male to give me what I need, I fall easily in love, and even more accessible in the sack. However, now it's different; I'm mated to an Alpha who wants me, with my pups, he wants my pups to grow into being better as Alpha pups. It wasn't expected to be heard by a male in my state of mind, and learning how easy it was to get rid of me just made me feel insecure about all of this change; I never thought I could reach this; I always had faith before now, was it wrong of me to think like this now?

Letting go a sigh from the amount of stress I had just picked up, I felt someone in front of me, but before I could react, I felt the sparks of his hug, his surprise hug, if I may add; it wasn't easy to think when all of these emotions, all of the pent up stress simply vanish without a trace when he would be this close, it slowly made me feel uneasy, "if I'm overstepping, please tell me, Yolanda, I don't know what troubles you have had to live through, but I don't want you ever to believe you are going to be on your own anymore, look we can mark each other now if it will make you feel safe, or you can mark me now, and until your ready then we will finish the process." He clarified, giving me another choice; I wasn't sure how to reply because no male Alpha has ever done this for me; I felt overwhelmed, a bit insecure, to be honest with myself; what am I supposed to say? Not answering, my eldest pup, Andy, took control of me, "you sure about that? She marks you. There's no way out of that, and you would go into heat without her; you would fuck other she-wolves while she gave her only mark?" I snapped and growled at Andy, "What your words, pup," my son submitted to me the replied with, "I meant no disrespect to you mom," he looked at me with his puppy eyes till he looked back at Edwuard with hate in his eyes, my son was not easy to get angry, but when one did he was dangerous, like his father. But that won't happen to my pup; I'm the one raising him to be a better pup, and he will behave better than his father ever did to me; the memories of when his father cast me aside after I told him I was having Andy resurfaced, making me tear up from the harsh memories of Aryn insulting me, calling me an easy whore who wanted his title, when in truth all I said was that our playing around that one day got me pregnant, I never wanted his title, never wanted to be a Luna, why was I being given this when I never liked it.

Andy saw the tears, and again, a tag team of hugs took over, and I decided to break there; luckily, I wasn't outside the pack house; I was inside, safe from the preying eyes; my boys tried their best to keep me safe from the memories. Not one of my pups knew how awful their dads treated me, all but Andy; he saw how the other dads reacted to me, in particular when I had done nothing wrong; my only crime was falling for them. Andy knew just how hard it was for me, but the real charmer of my pups decided to make himself known. My second eldest, Kendrick, chose to act like a Barbie Ken with his sweet words, a real lady's man like his dad; taking my face in his hands, he said, "Mommy, it's okay to accept that you got a chance to be happy, I'll gladly put my brothers down if it meant having you smile for one second, how does that sound?" I smiled at his weak attempt, but I understood the fine line he was insinuating. I looked at my pups, who where all still waiting for me; with a slight smile, I replied to my charming pup, "I love you, hunny, and if you all agree, then I'll move forward. It's just so much to take in, I need my pups to grow in their own life, but this stage of my life I wasn't expecting," I saw the wheels turning on my pups when then I heard Jaime my fourth pup, "don't feel bad for wanting to be sure mom, we would break anyone's nose who dared to take it from you, it wasn't fair when we where younger, and it's still not fair today, you don't deserve to live in those shadows, please move forward. Yesterday is gone; we are not staying today forever," he repeats the words I would usually tell them when things were not easy moment, but we could manage together; I took my pups in a big hug and then told my mate, "right Alpha, I'll hold on your word." I walked forward to him, and as I did, he submitted his neck to me, my walk going slower but never stopping.

Holding his shoulders, I press my bite on his neck; the second I locked my mark to seal it, he had laced his hands on his lower abdomen and then said, "I will be back in a small while; please do go ahead into the playroom the game is amour to start," he smiled with a blush on his face, he didn't even try to stop me from marking him, from becoming his mate. Staring in front of him, I gave him a small peck, "I would love to go on that dinner, my Alpha," I blinked seductively at him, making him growl in dominance. Oh, honey, if only you knew how I play with my food, "I will be looking forward to it, my mate," he kisses my forehead, then leaves me with my pups; we reach the playroom and start the TV to watch the game when Milo starts acting up, annoying me I say "I'm watching the games, knock it off Milo." I tell my third son when he replies all cocky, "So much game, and you don't even play," I'm aware I'm a mom, but this little shits a good talk back, so I replied with. "So much porn, and you're still holding that V-card, son?" We both heard his eldest and second brother laughing their butts off; he scrunched his face, then placed one fist on his hip and massaged his face with his other hand. " Touché. Mom, you win this one," I laughed at my son while he looked like he was praying.