Chapter 5 Toxic Mother (part 2

They realized that my immunity was low. I would not fight even the small illnesses, so. What they did is to put me under special medication. I mean. Just to treat every symptom that came up and then diet. Just to copy it was like managing the condition that I had that I never got to discuss the the real disease. So my father was there to encourage me. In fact, at some point the hotel at course was sold out. To raise money for my medication. But money was not enough and. Then we had to sell the land. And that is how our lifestyle from good to. But my father was. A good man.

He had never showed me any bad side. He was a good man. My mother on the end as she has never appreciated me anything. First of all. She thought I am there is an issue where the family was that poor. The hotel was not there. The land was not there. Things are not working completely and she said, I am there isn't. She hated me from that young eggs. At this young age where I hate to make such choices like whom to stay with. Most of the time I chose to stay with my father because I liked him just naturally I like my father. But considering that I was very young. My mother chose to stay with me by first, not because she wanted me no. She wanted to take me so that she could force my father to give her money for my upkeep. Not only me alone, she's most of the time she took all of us, the five of us should take us to a rental house and then she'd go to the chief. And then tell that this man I have is a dead beat. He's not taking good care of us and then force him to give us money to support us. Now my father would not agree to this. He would tell if you really want me to support the kids, let me stay with them. Let me provide for them while they are in my presence. But you don't have to check them out. So these are the kind of fights we are constantly involved in it. I remember even simple items I really had to beg and she was telling me to go to streets to go meet men and get money that easy when when I was young when I was growing up. Whenever I needed something from her shoulder, we know you are so lazy, you know. Due to my constant illness, I could not perform the usual duties like my edge mates could do