Back in the states, boys used to flock around me, but I only have eyes for my Nickolas. That's why I never bother to look at other men. I type the name of his company on my phone. I don't know the way, so I'm using my phone's GPS location to track it. I waited and after some time, and it started moving. I smile as I ignited the ignition of the car, looking out through the window.
"Nickolaus, here I come," I muttered and smiled as I drove off. I continued to look around the city as I tried to master my way knowing I don't have to use my phone GPS all the time. I already know I will be coming here all the time. I continue driving as I whine down the glasses enjoying the cool breeze.
"Fresh air of New York City,'' I muttered, inhaling deeply as I concentrated back on the road and kept driving.
I smiled when I saw a young couple holding hands as they walked on the road. A thought suddenly hit me, " What if Nickolaus is against this marriage?"
"He should have tried to contact me," I said to myself, but then.....I don't want to start my day with negativity.
"We have to be positive," I said to myself tapping my chest.
The GPS is now blinking fast showing that we are already close to the company. I held my breath as I kept on driving with only one prayer, and that is,
''Nickolaus, please love me." I know it sounds crazy but I don't know what will happen if I find out he's in love with someone else I might lose it. I kept praying not knowing what else to do like it's the only thing left on my lips.
I love him even as a best friend, I love him even as we grow up and now....I found out he's my betrothed. I love him more. This shows that heaven is with me. That's a sign and even if he has someone that he loves.
"I'm sorry Nickolaus but you're mine," I said to myself. Well, I have never been so clingy and possessive of someone before, but this is not ordinary someone, because he's my childhood friend, my betrothed, and my heartthrob. And I don't care being clingy and possessive 'cause he's worth it.
I already made myself this promise and whenever I do something like this I don't go back on them, I know I will fight the world itself even if it has to...for me to be with Nickolaus. That's just how deep and loving my love for him is...
I stop my car as the location stops in front of a huge company which has the inscription "NICKOLAUS GROUP OF COMPANY." I smile, how much success my best friend has made over the years. I wonder what caused the problem he's facing now. I sigh as I drive into the company. I pack my car at the Que and walk out elegantly. I can feel people's stares at me but I cared less, that's how it has always been for some time now. I smile, liking how I draw attention.
Don't misquote me, I'm not too pompous, but I like it when I draw people's attention, it has always been a habit since childhood.
I catwalk towards the receptionist.
"Excuse me, dear, good day," I greeted with a nice smile on my face.
"Afternoon, welcome to Nickolas group of company. Please how can we help you?" she asks with the same smile and damn! She's beautiful. I walk closer to her table and brought my mouth close to her ears and then I whisper,
"You're beautiful."
"You too," she replied blushing. I smile at her reddish face, she sure does not know about that.
I cleared my throat and she looked through her PC, "Are you looking for someone?" she asked and turned her attention back to me. I cleared my throat and look around the whole place to see everyone so busy.
"Is your boss so strict? Why is everyone so focused like this?" I ask. She looked around as if to see if anyone was coming and when she didn't see anyone. She beckoned me to come close which I did, she leaned a little bit close to my ear and whispered.
''The CEO is a grumpy and handsome devil, with his bitch witchy girlfriend," she said. I made to join her in laughing but when the word she whispered reminisced in my head, I know there is a problem. I laugh a little and ask.
"Where's the CEO's office?" I ask covering up the burn that already started in my heart. My inside was on fire like it has been lightened with petrol.
"At the last floor," she pointed.
"Thanks a lot." I smile.
"You're welcome." She giggled, while I walked off. At this rate I know I might lose it any moment. From now, my most dreaded nightmare has finally happened. Turns out he already got a girlfriend, but he knows he's betrothed to me. Maybe that's the reason why he hasn't contacted me. But we're friends, he should have talked to me.
As I enter the elevator I feel like I might pass out any time. I can't fight the tears that have blurred my sight, my burning chest which tightens every second, my crushed hope. Everything........is crushed but no....the receptionist says she's a bitch and that means she's not good for my Nick. Not like anybody is perfect but at least not that kind of person. The elevator opened and I came out. I looked right and left and saw a huge door to my right. Knowing it will be his office, I wipe off my tears and walk towards it.
I stood in front of the door and took a deep breath, my palms suddenly became sweaty as my breath quickened. But I stood as I calmed myself down. I fan myself and when I'm sure I'm ready. I knocked on the door but got no response. I knocked again and when I held the doorknob I found out it was open and without wasting time, I pulled the doorknob and entered, only to meet the most shocking scene of my life.
Right before me, a girl sat on his lap with his hands around her waist as they kissed deeply.
"Nickolaus Michaelson!" I screamed