Chapter 2 My first..

Chapter 1

Gabby's pov

I can't believe tonight I am going to my first party ever. Being a senior in high school I have never been to a high school party let alone a college one. The only reason I was invited to this one is because my best friend Ava's brother Slade told us we could come. The crappy part is Ava got called into work, so it looks like I am on my own. For at least a few hours until she gets off work then she said she would stop by.

Thankfully, Ava helped me get ready before she went to work. I usually only wore jeans and t-shirts. I have never been one to dress up, or wear make-up. Tonight, I was wearing a very tight fighting dress and make-up. I didn't look like myself at all.

Maybe tonight would be the night that Alex would noticed me. I had been in love with my best friend's brother for as long as I can remember. Sadly, he has never noticed me as anything but his sisters friend. Tonight, I was going to make all that change.

When I got there the party was in full swing. People were drinking, dancing, and making out. I stepped in and Diego Slade and Alex's best friend handed me a drink. I could tell he didn't recognize me by the way he was looking me up and down. He had never looked at me like that before, and I have been around him a lot.

Suddenly I felt very out of place being here alone. I started to wonder if this was a bad idea. I wondered if I should just go home. I walked further into the house hoping that I could maybe see Alex before I made up my mind. When I did finally see him, he was kissing some blonde bimbo. Seeing him with someone else crushed me. I guess it could have been his girlfriend he was kissing but I couldn't really tell either way my heart hurt.

I was not going to leave the party just so I could cry into my pillow all night. I downed cup after cup of this punch stuff. It was really good, but after the seventh cup I was feeling very woozy. I needed a quit place to lay down for a minute before I went home.

The room I found was dark, so I went in and laid down. I felt so dizzy. What was wrong with me? I thought coming here would be fun. Our first ever college party. I was supposed to be with my best friend Grace so I knew nothing could go wrong. Plus, this was her brother Slade's fraternity and Alex would also be here, so we were safe or so I thought.

I knew it would be okay if I went in Slade's room, and took a nap. I heard someone come in, so I looked up. I saw a drunk Alex coming in. I didn't move because he wouldn't mind me being in here since he was also one of my best friends. He laid down and passed out next to me. Guess he came up here to make sure I was safe. That was what I loved about him. Yes, I was shamelessly in love with my best friend's brother.

I cuddled up close to him and closed my eyes. I would move soon but for now I needed to know someone was next to me. I needed to feel safe. I don't even remember drinking so much. Yet I felt really sick. I wondered what was in that drink. I wonder where Gracie was.

I woke up to someone kissing my neck. I started to panic until I realized it was Alex. He looked into my eyes then kissed me. This has to be a dream. Alex had a girlfriend that he was in love with, and she was a part-time model. He would never cheat on her with someone like me.

"I want you baby please let me have you."

There was no way I could turn him down. This is the man I have been in love with most of my life. I know this would complicate so many things, but I didn't care. I wanted him, and finally he wanted me too. So, I did what any other girl would do.

"Yes, I want you too."

That was all it took. He pulled off mine and his clothes and positioned himself in between my legs. I cried out in pain at first. Then once that went away, I felt nothing but pleasure. He made me feel alive. I can't believe this was happening. I just hoped Slade or Gracie didn't find out that I was in here losing my V-card to their brother Alex that was happily taken.

Alex was two years younger than Slade and they could pass for twins. I had a crush on Slade yes, but Alex somehow stole my heart and I fell instantly for him when I first met him, but he has never even noticed me. Until now that is, and I wasn't going to mess up my chance with him. Tonight, he wanted me just as much as I wanted him.