Chapter 5 What did I do

Chapter 4

Stacia's pov

After telling Darius off I felt empowered. I was tired of people treating me like shit. I had a few more drinks and continued dancing around. I was having a blast. A few of my friends that I modeled with started showing up as well. It was good to see everyone and just let loose.

Serenity started to dance with Darius' friend that was extremely sexy. They seemed to be really into each other. Guess my girl was the one to find a man tonight. I was happy for her. They looked good together and she seemed happy and he only had eyes for her.

I wish I could find that. I walked off and started to dance by myself giving Serenity some privacy to enjoy herself. I was getting into the song and having fun until some drink idiot came near me. He was way to clingy and wouldn't take no for an answer.

I was about to tell him off when Darius came up and kissed me. The other guy took off, and Darius pulled away. That kiss I mean wow it took my breath away. I don't get why he did it though. If he wanted to scare that creep off, he could have done that many different ways. He didn't have to kiss me.

"What the hell was that Darius?"

"Sorry I just, well shit I don't know. I'm sorry ok. The way that guy was touching you was just wrong. I thought I was helping."

Darius seemed so shy and out of it after that kiss. Was he just as affected as I was? That was by far the best kiss I have ever gotten, and it was with the one guy I would never be with. Man, my life just sucked at times.

"Darius, you can't just go around kissing whoever you want when you want."

"I know I've never done anything like this before."

"Then why did you do it now?"

"You get to me."

What did he mean by that? I was feeling very bold right now. Blame it on the alcohol, or the fact that a man like Darius was flustered because of me. I was attracted to him, but he was such an ass. He would only end up crushing me. He has already showed his true colors.

Men like him weren't a one-woman type of guy. He was used to getting what he wanted. He was not who I needed, but he was who I wanted. If he ever wanted me could I ever really tell him no? I needed to know how I affected him was he feeling this as well?

"How do I get to you?"

He looked up at me and seemed nervous. This strong sexy man was tongue tied over me? It made me feel sexy. For once I would love to just let go instead of over thinking everything. I wanted Darius. Hell, right about now I needed him like the air I breathe.

"You call me on my shit. Plus, I just want you."

I didn't let him say anything else. I pulled him down towards me and kissed him. He was shocked at first. Then he finally pulled me into him and deepened the kiss. His kisses set me on fire. Damn I wanted this man something fierce.

"Damn baby girl you're driving me wild."

He was doing the same to me. Serenity had already left with Darius' friend, and everyone else was no where to be found. Could I go home with Darius? Would I be making a huge mistake? Here I was overthinking everything again.

I told Darius I needed something to drink. We headed to the bar and I quickly downed another shot of tequila. Tonight, I didn't want to think. I just wanted to live in the moment. After a few more drinks I was no longer thinking.

"Darius take me home with you."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

I grabbed my stuff and let him lead me out the back door. He checked to make sure no one was around before we got into the limo. Tomorrow I would deal with this epic mistake but for tonight I was going after what I wanted. Blame it on the alcohol if you must. Or maybe I felt fierce and wanted to o after what I wanted. I didn't have the power to fight this man any longer. At least for tonight he was mine.

Darius' pov

Kissing Stacia had me feeling things that just confused me. We danced and kissed a little more. Then she shocked the hell out of me by telling me to take her home. I sent a text to my limo driver telling him to pick us up in the back, so we wouldn't be seen. I kept thinking since we've both had a lot to drink that maybe we shouldn't be doing this.

If I had been completely sober maybe I would have stopped this from happening. But right now, one kiss from her drowned out all my common sense. She wanted me, and I wanted her. For now, that's all that mattered so I took her back to my place.

Once we got back to my place I was able to breathe a little easier. No one had seen us together or followed us. I still wasn't sure this was such a good idea. She was here now, and I was going to let her call the shots. I wanted her to know she was in control of what happens between us.

"Would you like a drink or anything?" I asked her.

"No, I'm good but why don't you show me around."

I gave her a tour of my home. I was nervous wondering what she would think. For being a single man, I kept my place nice and clean. It wasn't your normal bachelor pad. The last stop to show her was my bedroom. She went in and sat on my bed. She looked around and smiled.

"What's that smile for beautiful?"

"It's just not what I was expecting."

"What do you mean by that baby?"

"Well everything is so nice and clean. It has so much color and has a homey feel to it."

"I'm glad you like it beautiful."

I didn't want to talk anymore. I went and sat down on the bed next to her. She looked up at me and smiled her megawatt smile. I leaned in to kiss her. It didn't take long before we were laying on the bed kissing and touching. This woman drove me insane.

"Darius, I want you."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, I want you."

That was all I needed to hear. I took off her dress then I undid her bra and took it off. I gasped because this woman was pure perfection. Once she was in my bed with nothing on I just stood there admiring her. She was the sexiest woman I have ever seen.

"Are you just going to stand there watching me all night? Come here."

I disposed of my shirt in no time then I took off my pants and boxer briefs before climbing into the bed with her. She pulled me down on her and kissed me. I felt as if my body was on fire. My senses were on overload. The feel of her under me felt so right. I laid next to her on the bed and just soaked in all her beauty.

"Are you sure you want this baby girl?"

"Yes, please Darius don't keep me waiting."

I just needed to make sure she truly wanted this. If she told me to stop at any point I would. I respected her. I didn't want her to regret this. To regret me. Once I knew she wasn't going to change her mind I got on top of her and positioned myself before slipping inside of her.

She moaned, and it drove me crazy. I needed to take this slow. This had to last. Something told me this would be the last time I would ever get this chance. Which really saddened me. One taste of this woman wouldn't be enough.

"Faster Darius please baby I need you."

This woman would be the death of me, but who was I to deny her what she wanted. I thrust into her even harder. Going faster and faster giving her exactly what she wanted. I felt her pussy tighten around me. Damn she felt to good she was so tight and wet. I loved every moan I brought out of her. I was close, but I couldn't let go just yet. Not until I made her scream with pleasure. Tonight, was all about her.

I know this is going to change everything. After tonight, after this Stacia was mine. I pulled out and drove into her again and again until I felt her tighten around me. She came screaming my name. I pulled out then plunged deep inside finally letting go and spilling my seed inside of her. I pulled out and laid down next to her. I pulled her into my arms and kissed her. We were both fighting to catch our breath.

Once I could breathe again I kissed Stacia again. She looked so sleepy and happy. I pulled her even closer to me. I've never had a woman in my bed, in my home, or sleep over. Most of the women I have been with we either meet up at their home or a hotel. Yet with Stacia I wanted her to stay here in my home, in my bed with me. The thought of her leaving made it hard for me to breathe.

"Get some sleep beautiful." I told her.

She was so out of it all she did was mumble. I curled into her and closed my eyes. She felt so good being in my arms. I pulled the covers up over us and let myself relax and just be happy. I was content. This felt so right. I could get used to this.

Maybe being in a serious relationship wasn't such a bad thing. I could see myself being with Stacia. I could make her happy. I just hope this isn't a one and done type of thing. I didn't want to be some itch she needed to scratch and then be done with.

I know I used to be a playboy, but I have grown up. I am over all of that. After tonight the only woman I want is Stacia. I just wish I hadn't of messed up so badly when I first met her. If she still hated me though I doubt she would still be here now.

I listened to her sleep and the cute noises she made. She was a truly beautiful woman inside and out. I closed my eyes once more. Having her here in my arms made me happy. Before long I was drifting off to sleep right along with her.