Chapter 4 NO.4

Just because I'm strong enough to handle pain, doesn't mean I deserve it.

--Sammy Q.

Aanvi Zenobia

"Zenobia!" I heard as I walked down the hallway, I turned to see Izzy and his friends standing by his locker. I slightly rolled my eyes and stopped walking to look at him.

"What?" I asked.

"What? Who you talking to?

I furrowed my eyebrows looking at him. "You showing off, you could talk to me later."

"We ain't got shit to talk about but meet me by my car after school."

"No, I have plans."

"I don't care, drop them."

"No, I can chill with you tomorrow." I stated then walked away.

I walked into the cafeteria looking for Lee seeing she was sitting with the diddy bops, I rolled my eyes getting into line. After getting my food, I sat two tables down from Lee and them. She furrowed her eyebrows then got up coming my way.

"Why you sitting by yaself?"

"Because I'm not in the mood to sit with the two dummies."

Lee laughed sitting down. "What's wrong with you?"

"Izzy being annoying."

"How?"

"You know since I told Zeph I would talk to him only, I haven't been talking or chilling with him and now he's starting to show off like relax."

"He probably feel like Zeph replacing him or he probably just miss you." Lee shrugged. "I mean that's not just someone you were having sex with, he was also your best friend."

"I didn't see it like that, you probably right. Can I see ya phone to text Zeph?"

"Why?"

"So I could tell him I'm chilling with Izzy after school." She handed me her phone as I couldn't unlock it. "Bitch you took my fingerprint off?"

"Oh yeah, Sef added his fingerprint like a week ago and you didn't name yours so I just deleted all of them and changed my password."

She unlocked it and handed it to me so I can put my fingerprint back. After naming it, I clicked on Zeph name. I texted him and told him I couldn't see him today then locked it and gave it back to her.

"You and Izzy having sex today?"

"I doubt it, I'm not in the mood."

She straight faced me. "It's Izzy bitch, he'll get you in the mood."

"This a bad idea?"

"If you feel like it is then it is, you usually don't have no problem fucking him but its probably because you talking to Zeph heavy."

"You right but then again he's not my boyfriend so I'm not doing anything wrong." I said then shook my head. "I'm really liking Zeph more than I should."

"I would rather you with Zeph then Izzy, I don't think it's worth it but what do I know?" She stated as her phone started ringing. "It's Zeph, here."

I put one headphone in as her nosy self took the other one. "Hello?"

"What you talking about?"

"Instead of chilling with you, I'm going to a friend house. That's why I was saying don't come get me."

"What friend?"

"You don't know her." I lied as Lee looked over at me.

"You don't even have no female friends besides Lee so who you going to see? Or what nigga you going to chill with?"

"Why it gotta be a nigga?"

"Because you don't like females enough."

"Alright, yeah you right I lied."

"For what though?"

"Because if I told you who I was going to chill with you would of started doing the most."

"And lying about it better?"

"For right now it is cause then I could hear it after I already chilled with them."

"So who you going to chill with? That little dirty nigga?"

"This why I didn't wanna tell you."

"If you wanna be around dirty ass little boys then I don't care, I ain't ya boyfriend right?"

"Why it sound like you care then?"

"Bye Zenobia and hey sis cause I know you listening."

"Hey brother." She spoke right before he hung up. "Well that could of went better."

"Either way it was going to go the same and end up with the same result. He doesn't like Izzy and vice versa."

"Why?"

"I didn't even tell you." I shook my head. "Like a week ago me and Zeph was laid up watching Netflix so I was logged onto messenger on his iPad and Izzy called me but it was a video call."

"Why would you answer then?"

"It was by accident, I tried to hang up but I guess he still saw us. So he called again and I ignored it this time and when I was about to tell him I'll call him later he was already typing. You know Izzy the disrespectful type and he don't give a fuck."

"And lemme guess he called you all types of bitches, cursing you out and Zeph didn't like that shit?"

"Not at all, before I could even reply Zeph grabbed the iPad and called him back but before they even exchanged words Zeph recognized Izzy cause he used to be with Izzy big brothers."

"Right cause Sef know Izzy so they should."

"So they get to exchanging words basically Zeph telling Izzy to watch his mouth when talking to me, Izzy ain't like that shit at all so he said he'll spit on both of us so now Zeph waiting to run into him."

"Pause bitch, if this nigga said he was going to spit on you why are you going to chill with him?"

"Because I said it first and he was never like that to spit on me."

"He coming over here now with his annoying ass friend." Lee rolled her eyes as I continued looking at her.

"Nobi!" He called my name like he wasn't coming towards me as I continued looking at Lee. "I know you hear me talking to you."

"Everybody hear your loud ass talking." Lee rolled her eyes.

"Shut the hell up, Nobi why you keep trying to play me for some dirty ass nigga?"

"He not dirty." Lee and I said at the same time.

"I hope you stand up for me like that when he talk about me."

"We don't have discussions about you Izzy, you don't be on our mind."

"I'm on yours." He smirked putting my chin between his thumb and index finger showing off his dimples making me unintentionally smile.

Izzy stood at 5'11, dark skin with dreads coming down til the middle of his back, his dreads were in a high bun while he wore glasses from urban fitters. With the right side of his nose pierced and his teeth shining in the light could make any girl melt and sadly I fell in line.

"Yeah whatever, I'm coming over after school so don't make no plans."

"Just meet me at my car."

"You said you were going to spit on my sissy?" Lee asked making me groan.

"Yeah and her nigga."

"Never in ya life were you going to spit on her."

"And he know he's not, he just talking out his ass." I added on.

"Aight but why y'all dickriding?" His little ugly ass friend said.

"Boy, I'll get my boyfriend to smack you. Stop before you even start." Lee rolled her eyes.

"Aight chill Lee cause this bro and you know I fucks with you so this ain't that."

"It will be that though, tell him to stop making faces and don't say shit to me then we'll be aight."

"Bitch make that call then fuck you talking about? I ain't worried about shit you talking about."

"Oh aight talk this tough shit then." She nodded pulling her phone out.

"While you at it, tell him to bring his brother so he could slap me like he said he was." Izzy jumped in.

"Why y'all so tough now? Y'all niggas both know y'all not meant for this lifestyle but don't worry, have this same exact energy when it's time to swing."

"Bitch, you don't even know me. You was just on my dick trynna fuck with me knowing I was fucking with ya sis, get ya dirty ass outta here."

"Izzy who was trying to fuck with you?!" Lee asked scrunching her face up. "Come on now, don't do that for real."

"Say word you wasn't."

"I was never trying to fuck with you, fuck you mean? Show me the proof."

"It's on snap, shit deleted by now."

"I know you ain't talking about when I sent you hella heart eyes?"

"Yeah and after that."

"Bitch that was Nobi talking to ya dirty ass, she didn't know I logged her out and thought it was hers."

I knew what she was talking about so I decided to finally say something but before I could his friend spoke up again.

"Why you still talking? Ain't no need to discuss anything no more. Get ya boyfriend and we could meet up somewhere."

"You gon get somebody for me? Cause as soon as my boyfriend hit you, I'm hitting your ass too. So get somebody."

"You like that? Oh aight, I like that talk don't go no where after school."

"Chill for real cause nobody touching her, drop the shit." I spoke up.

"You could get it too, fuck y'all bitches think this is?"

"You get ya best bitch and I'll get my worse, wassup?" Lee spoke still challenging him.

"Nah, not Nobi chill." Izzy spoke.

"Not Lee either, it wasn't that serious. She won't tell Sef and y'all go about your business, it's that simple."

"I'll just see you in class next block." Izzy shook his head tapping his friend so they could walk.

While walking away, the boy tipped over a milk carton making it spill onto Lee phone. She quickly grabbed it seeing that it was turning on but it was blinking.

"Are you seriously that fucking childish?" Lee said before she picked up my tray of food and threw it all in his face.

Unfortunately we were having tuna fish for lunch and the tuna got all onto his face and bape shirt. Everybody stopped to look and the security guards were walking our way until they started running because the boy punched Lee in her face.

Sitting there shocked I quickly snapped out of it and got up as they held Lee back while she yelled trying to get out their grip with blood running down her face. I jumped over a chair and punched him in his mouth making him stumble back, he threw a punch at me landing it on my eye. The security guards began breaking it up as I held onto his shirt giving him uppercuts and kicking at the same time.

"Just get off of me! He fighting my sister, what the fuck?!" I heard Lee yell before I felt someone run pass me making the security guard, the boy and I fall.

Lee was standing above us sending powerful ass kicks at him and once at me while I was still swinging. Another guard grabbed me getting me up as I stood there not even trying to fight to let me go knowing they wouldn't, I saw Izzy lowkey hit Lee and that made me mad.

"Izzy bitch touch my sister again, I'll spit on you!" I yelled as he came closer to me.

"Spit on me Aanvi!" He called me by my first name as the guard pulled me out into the hallway.

I watched them bring in Lee, her face was bleeding but I couldn't tell where from. She was crying going off, they gave her her phone as she still was trying to get out the room. I walked over to her and got her to calm down a little.

"Lee where are you bleeding from?" The nurse asked as she shook her leg fastly.

"My mouth and nose."

"Pinch the bridge of ya nose and wipe ya face off. Nobi let me clean ya knuckle."

I handed her my knuckle and watched Lee call her mom and tell her what happened. I shook my head knowing we were suspended, I sighed and leaned back while she cleaned my bloody knuckles zoning out until I heard Lee again.

"Hello?" I heard Lee say then put her phone down.

"Lee, you on speaker and I'm in the car with my brothers. Don't say nothing out of line." He warned.

"Where are you?"

"Why it sound like you crying? What happened princess?"

"These boys put their fucking hands on me!" She yelled whining.

"Hold up, what boys? Why the fuck you not in school Cailee?"

"I am in school Yusef, it happened here!"

"So who playing with their life by putting their fucking hands on you Lee?"

"Izzy and some other boy, I don't even know his fucking name."

"Where the hell is Zenobia?" Zeph asked.

"Right here." I spoke.

"They hit you too?"

"Izzy didn't hit me but the other boy did, we were fighting because he hit Lee."

"Alright, well where y'all at?"

"We still at school waiting for Mrs.Kelly to pick us up."

"Well when you get home, we coming to get y'all."

"My fucking phone is broke Sef." She whined again with tears clouding her vision. "It keeps blinking and my screen is barely working."

"I'll buy you another one baby girl, calm down."

"Who Izzy? Why that name sound familiar?" I heard a voice.

"Jace and Arty his big brothers." Zeph said.

"Babe, where were y'all?" Lee asked as they nurse cleaned her face.

"Zurich, Royal, Zeph and I just went to the gym and out to eat."

"Hey y'all."

"Wasgood Lee?" One of them said.

"Hey baby momma." The other one said as they laughed.

"Stop playing with me Royal!" I heard Sef say before it sounded like somebody got slapped.

"So where the hell is this boy that put his hands on both of my fucking daughters?" I heard Lee mom yell making us get up.

"That's ma bugging?" Sef asked.

"Yeah, imma call-"

"No stay on the phone." He told her making her roll her eyes.

"And then the boy isn't suspended? I don't give a damn if she hit him first or not, if they are both suspended then he needs to be too! Do you see both of my daughters face?"

"What the fuck wrong with y'all face? Y'all ain't say shit bout that." Zeph asked.

"Nothing." I mumbled.

"You know what let's go Nobi and Lee cause this school has me fucked up."

Lee hung up the phone since Sef was pulling up at her house but while Lee and I were walking out, Izzy was walking in and damn near took my shoulder off. "Watch where the fuck you going."

"You think cause you popped on somebody you tough Zenobia? I'm not him."

"It's okay cause both of y'all bout to get beat up." Lee shrugged.

"Bitch you keep talking, I'll smack ya ass."

"Do it Izzy, smack me. I dare ya tough ass."

He turned towards her and before he even lifted his hand I was aiming punches directly in his face. He punched me in my jaw as it felt like a piece of my face fell off, that punch hurt like hell. I felt tears come to my eyes as I grabbed his dreads and swung him on the floor while Lee was kicking him in back of his head.

"Cailee! Zenobia!" Her mom yelled trying to get us to stop along with another man.

Izzy was on top of me as I held a fistful of dreads in one hand and punching with the other, he was punching me in my sides. I was getting beat up but that didn't stop me from fighting, I wished I could beat him.

"That's enough." They pulled us apart but I wouldn't let go of his hair.

"Nobi let go of his hair." Lee mom spoke.

"Nobi let his hair go!" Lee said as I kicked him directly in his face. "Never mind, do you sis."

"Cailee stop recording." The principal said.

"Nope."

I kicked him three more times then saw blood leak onto the floor also getting on my shoe, I guess that got him mad cause he tried to get out of security hold. They pulled me and all the dreads I had a grip on came with me. I waved it in the air laughing as he kept trying to get to me, while laughing something flew past my face missing me by like two centimeters.

"You just tried to spit at her and ya dirty ass missed." Lee laughed zooming in.

"Suck my dick, my sister about to train both of y'all."

"You know where I reside."

"Come on y'all." Lee mom shook her head grabbing both of us.

~

"Why it take y'all so long? We been here for like thirty minutes now." Sef asked as we came through the door.

"Who the hell let y'all in?" Lee mom asked holding her chest since they scared her.

"Jah." Sef spoke referring to Lee dad, just as he came out.

"Princess." He hugged her then me. "Tell us what happened."

"Basically the boy Izzy said he was going to spit on Nobi and Zeph the other day so I asked him about it and told him he was out his damn mind if he thought he was. His friend said something to me and we were going back and forth and I told him I was going to get Sef to slap him and Izzy was like make sure he bring his brother just being extra tough."

"Then as they were walking away the boy spilled milk on Lee phone and Lee threw tuna on him and he punched Lee in her face so I hit him. While we were fighting, Lee got out of security hold and started stomping the boy out and Izzy hit her."

"And then Nobi bold ass just popped on Izzy as we were leaving making me jump in and he attempted to spit on her but she pulled out a fistful of dreads and did damage to his face." Lee laughed holding all the dreads.

"Terrible fucking two." Jah spoke shaking his head looking at us although he was smirking.

"Nobi done made two niggas bleed less than a hour and I got the video." Lee laughed as I rolled my eyes.

"Lemme see." Sef spoke as Lee handed her phone to them. "I can't see shit, Imma send it to myself since ya phone done up babygirl."

"I'm not getting you another one." Ms.Kelly said.

"Damn No." Sef spoke once the video sent to him. "Four times in a row?"

"She kicked him in his face four times?" Jah asked looking at the video. "Damn, I gotta buy you something. What you want?"

"Pass that." One of the boys said as they passed it around.

"The funny thing about the video Lee in the back encouraging Nobi while Ms.K and everybody else yelling at her to stop." The older looking one spoke making us laugh.

"Terrible two." Lee mom said shaking her head. "Lee when you leave lock the door."

"And if y'all do happen to fight, Sef you better make sure both of my daughters good." Jah spoke kissing both of our foreheads.

"That's regular."

I watched them walk upstairs then sat next to Zeph, he pulled my face into his hands and shook his head. He took a napkin and made me lick it then started wiping my face, I closed my eyes enjoying the feeling.

"They done got my baby looking rough and shit." He spoke making me laugh.

"I have any scratches or anything?"

"You have a black eye forming and a little bruise on ya jaw."

"Great." I sighed.

"You want me to beat him up?"

"I want you to make him look unrecognizable."

"Anything you want and you got it princess."

"Okay." I smiled leaning my head on his chest as he put his arm on my waist.

"Oh these are my brothers Royal and Zurich."

"Zurich is the twin right?" I asked.

"Yeah." Zurich answered. "I see this ugly ass nigga been talking about me."

"Sometimes." I laughed. "Nice meeting y'all."

"Why y'all tryna end up heartbroken by introducing me to y'all fine ass girls?" Royal asked smirking as he came to sit next to me. "My name Royal but you can call me anytime baby."

"Move ya annoying ass." Zeph smacked him in his head.

"It's crazy how y'all all look alike." I spoke looking at them and they all sucked their teeth.

"No we don't." They said in unison.

"Can we go sleep in your bed?" I asked Zeph feeling extremely tired.

"Yeah, come on." He stood up. "Come on bitches, I wanna go home."

"How all of us fitting in your car?" Lee asked Sef.

"Zurich driving his truck, we could all fit."

"Oh okay."

We all walked out going to the black truck, I slid in the seat next to Zeph and laid on his chest as he rubbed my hair and held me making me fall asleep. I felt Zeph lift me up but I was too tired to see what was going on.

~

I opened my eyes hearing Zeph talking, we were cuddled as I laid on his chest while his hand rested on my hips and his legs were intertwined with mine. He shifted and looked down at me as I yawned, he kissed my forehead and continued his conversation. I looked at his window seeing the sun go down making me sigh and sit up.

"Yeah, lemme call you back- bitch cause my girl woke up and I'll rather talk to her. Bye."

"Who was that?" I laughed laying back down on him.

"One of the homies."

"What time is it?"

"7 going on 8."

"I don't wanna go home." I pouted.

"Then stay the night, Lee here."

"I have no clothes, I'm going to want to take a shower later."

"Then you can put on a pair of my boxers or I think I have some panties in that draw."

"Ew I'm not putting on another bitch underwear, that's nasty as hell."

"Obviously, they not wore or I would of never suggested it. The tag still on them, if you can fit em you can have em."

"I'm hungry baby."

"Von bringing food, I got extra baked mac and cheese for you."

"Is it too early to say I love you?" I joked making him laugh.

"You could say it now, it'll eventually mean something further down the line." He shrugged.

"Let's watch a movie while we wait for our food."

"What you wanna watch?"

"I don't know, let's watch a gangster movie."

"Juice?"

"Seen that wayy too many times, Babyboy?"

"Seen that way too many times."

"Menace II Society?"

"Um, if we can't find nothing better then yeah."

"Let's keep looking, Paid in Full?"

"I never saw that." I said making him quickly look at me.

"What you mean? Oh nah you bugging. We definitely watching this." He clicked on the movie. "What other movie you never saw?"

"Most of all the hood movies. I haven't saw Booty Call, Hustle and Flow, Shottas, Pooty Tang, New Jack City, In Too Deep, Belly, Fresh, Paper Soldiers, Waist Deep-"

"So how the hell you know all these damn movies but never saw them?"

"Because I always hear people talk about them and they're all literally right there so I was naming them off the t.v."

"Good thing you spending a night, we got a lot to cover."

"You're annoying." I rolled my eyes laying on him.

He grabbed another remote pressing a button as the light went off, I rolled my eyes as he laughed. We were in the middle of the movie when a knock scared the shit out of me, I was so into the movie I got mad when he paused it.

"Come in!" He yelled as Yvonne came in with a bag of food making me cheer back up.

"Hey both of my favorites." She smiled putting the food on the bed.

"You know I hate when you do that." He quickly got up moving the food off the bed and putting it on the table he had in his room.

"Shut up little girl." She teased smacking him in his head.

"Okay." He scoffed.

"What the hell happened to you?" She grabbed my chin looking at my face.

"I fought two boys today."

"Oh no, Zeph they still alive?"

"For now." He spoke looking through the bag.

"He should have told me you had a black eye, I would of bought you some stuff. Actually I still will, I only live two blocks away. I'll be back."

"I think your aunt loves me more than you." I stuck my tongue out making him laugh.

"Whatever, you wanna eat in here or the kitchen?"

"I wanna finish the movie but then again I don't want to spill anything on your sheets."

"We could just watch the movie in the kitchen, that's why we have a t.v in there."

"Ooh okay, let's do that."

I followed him out the room and into the kitchen, nobody was in here so he just turned the movie on and we continued watching it. I was halfway done with my food when Lee walked out with Sef behind her, they sat at the table getting the food out the bag.

"This paid in full?" Sef asked.

"Yeah, Nobi never saw it son."

"What? Nobi you must be retarded."

"Not as retarded as you."

"I bet you I'm smarter than you."

"Maybe street smarter."

"That's all that matters, what the hell?"

"Shut up." I rolled my eyes. "I don't like him."

"Okay Nobi baby, I'm back." I heard Yvonne as I laughed. "Oh shit Lee you too? Sef and Zeph y'all have to beat these boys up."

"We got this auntie." Sef spoke.

"Nobi, when you take a shower put this all over you face then sit a ice pack there for ten minutes before you go to sleep. It works like wonders."

"Alright, thank you Von." I smiled taking the cream from her.

"Lee for that busted lip just put some ice there and let toothpaste sit there for thirty minutes."

"How you know all of this?" Lee asked taking the words out of my mouth.

"I was in a abusive relationship once, I know all the knicks and knacks of hiding bruises or making them go away." She sadly smiled.

"Sorry I asked but thank you anyway." Lee spoke.

"It's okay because I have a new man, a better one." She smiled. "And speaking of, I gotta get back to him."

"See you Von." Sef said as she hugged all of us.

"I'm going to lay back down." I said now full. "Come on Zeeephh!"

"Let me throw this away, I'll come in a minute."

"She clingy as hell, ewww." Sef spoke making me turn around.

"Babe." Lee called him laughing at my face with Zeph.

"You laughing?" I looked at Zeph as his smile dropped.

"No I wasn't."

"Oh okay." I turned back around to walk away.

I got in Zeph room watching the ending of the movie shocked, Rico seemed like the realist one. Sometimes you never know who really down or acting, that's why I don't trust anyone easily. Trusting people literally gets you killed.

"Is this why they call you Mitch?" I asked when he walked in.

"Yeah, they said my personalty matched his and I lowkey look like him."

"You really do, Mehkhi just a little bit finer babe."

"Yeah whatever." He laughed putting some clothes out for me then straightening up the mess.

"We having sex tonight?" I asked catching him off guard.

"You blunt as hell." He squinted his eyes at me. "I wasn't thinking about that but if you want to then we can."

"Good cause I want to." I spoke honestly.

"I really love how you always honest." He laughed coming towards me.

"Lock the door." I told him.

"You wanna do this now?"

"Yes."

He locked the door then looked at me. "You want me to eat your pussy?"

"That's your choice, I don't care for head. You want head?"

"Yeah."

"I never tried it before and I only know what to do from videos so if it's bad tell me."

Getting the hint that I was kind of nervous he pulled me in between his legs. "Relax, come here."

"Wait can you move your sheets? I can't afford to fuck you on your versace sheets."

Laughing, he looked at me. "You get on my nerves yo, what else do you request baby?"

"Music to be played."

"Okay I got you."

He moved his sheets then turned on the Bluetooth speaker, he grabbed his iPad going on Pandora. While he did that I took the time to strip down, when he turned around I was completely naked. He looked me up and down then smiled.

He walked towards me and put his hands on my lower back making me shiver from his cold hands, he leaned down and kissed me as I gripped the bottom of his shirt. He smiled as I rubbed my hands up and down his abs. I fell back onto the bed watching him stand above me, I was wet just from looking at his fine ass.

He took off his shirt throwing it to the side then his sweatpants leaving him completely naked. He leaned back down kissing me as 112 x Sweet Love played. I felt him lining up at my entrance, he pulled back digging in his draw pulling out a condom. I took it out his hands putting it on for him as he looked down at me with lust in his eyes.

Baby I can give to you any way you like it, you just let me know.

I'm giving you the key so you can ride me fast or slow cause on this ride of love.

We're gonna go to places, you and I ain't never been before.

He leaned back down to kiss me and he pushed inside of me catching me off guard. My mouth was slightly ajar as small whimpers flowed out feeling him slowly stoke and out. Opening my legs wider he went deeper making me moan out loud arching my back, liking my reaction to this he did it even slower.

Baby imagine me kissing all over you, your body's trembling, I know you're feeling me.

Oh I know it's getting serious and I'm tired of being curious.

Cause my body is filled with lust, can't take it no more bet you whisper oh.

He leaned down sucking on my neck then went lower putting one of my titties in his mouth, he licked around my nipple then bit it once I became aroused. Showing the same amount of love to the other one he had my body feeling amazing. The amount of pain and pleasure I was experiencing was giving me a feeling I never had before.

"Let me hear you baby." He whispered in my ear as I felt my orgasm nearing. "Be as loud as you want."

I damn near yelled as he repeatedly hit that one spot, eyes rolling to the back of my head I gripped the sheets with one hand and the other one scratching his back. The song changed making it go silent for a few seconds as everybody could hear me screaming. If you already didn't know Zeph name, now you did.

Coming down from my orgasm, he flipped me around entering me from behind. I gripped the sheets arching my back, he grabbed my ass and moved in and out of me. He licked my spine making me shiver, I threw my ass back as he stood still letting me do all the work. I felt him twitch inside me so I clenched myself around him hearing him groan. He lifted his left leg up and gripped my waist.

I was on the verge of tapping out the way he was killing me, by now I'm pretty sure you could hear me over the music, that's how loud I thought I was. I laid flat on my stomach tapping out but that just gave him more ways to kill my shit. I felt my body go still before I released, I put my hand on his stomach just for him to grab it. I bit my lip tasting the metallic like taste making me know I busted my own lip.

Finally pulling out he let go of my arm as I laid there out of breath, I heard him chuckle but I couldn't move. I didn't have the energy to do anything, he moved around the room as I finally sat up. I moved out the wet spot and stood up almost tilting over, I went in the bathroom turning on the shower water then using the bathroom.

He came in the bathroom putting the sheets in the basket he had in there pulling out some clean ones from the closet in the bathroom. He walked back out then two minutes he came back and looked at me as I sat on the toilet.

"You good?" He asked making me bust out laughing.

"Yeah, now I see why bitches be acting stupid over you."

Laughing, he rolled his eyes. "You lucky I don't got carpet, I didn't take you as a squirter."

"I didn't even know, if I would of knew you fucked that good I would of been dropped Izzy annoying ass."

"Now I'm about to get used for sex, wow." He shook his head making me laugh as I stood up going into the shower.

He got in with me as we washed each other, when he began washing my ribs I winced making him squint his eyes. He stopped and looked at me then pressed into my ribs again as I slapped his hand since it hurt. We rinsed off then got out. I had a towel wrapped around my head and chest while he just had one wrapped around his waist.

I grabbed his phone and took multiple pictures in his big ass mirror once the fog on the mirror cleared. After our mini photo shoot he went to get our clothes out as I watched him, he handed me a black t-shirt with his boxers while he just put on some blue basketball shorts staying shirtless as usual.

"Come here." He spoke before I could put the shirt on. I walked in between his legs while he looked at my upper body. "You have bruises on your sides."

"I do?" I asked trying to see.

"Was any one of them hitting you on your sides?"

"Izzy was, he couldn't hit my face so he was just punching me in my legs and sides."

"You still wanna go chill with his dirty ass?" He pettily asked making me look at him.

"Petty not cute on you." I remarked laying down. "Can I see you phone?"

"4450." He told me his password throwing it at me as he went into the bathroom.

"You have a text." I told him as a unknown number popped up while I was looking through his pictures.

"What does it say?"

"Open the door."

"From who?" He stood in the doorway of the bathroom looking at me.

"It's an unknown number."

"What's the last four digits?"

"4450." I looked at him noticing it was his password as he frustratedly groaned.

"I'll be right back, pick our next movie."

He walked out his room as I scrunched my face up, I so bad wanted to click on the message thread to see who it was but I didn't want to seem insecure. I put down his phone deciding to look for a movie like he said, I clicked on Barbershop 3 since I still haven't saw it yet.

The door opened and thinking it was Zeph, I didn't take my eyes off the movie. I was laughing and heard Lee annoying ass laugh making me look over. I paused the movie and looked at her waiting for her to explain why she was in here.

"Bitch what? All in my face." She rolled her eyes.

"Bitch, why you in here? Sef room don't look like this."

"Yeah cause his shit look better."

"How can it get better than this?"

"It's gets a lot better."

"I wanna see it."

"Come on then."

I followed her as we walked to the other side of the house while I looked around, Zeph was right the house was way bigger than it looked. Finally getting to Sef room, she opened the door revealing he was sleep. Sef room was the same color scheme as Zeph except his were white and black. His walls were white with quotes painted on them, he also had a California King bed with gold and black Gucci sheets.

His t.v was also 65 inches hanging on the wall, he had a foosball table along with a mini refrigerator by his bed. It was a swinging chair hanging from the ceiling while he had mirrors on one side of the wall where a stripper pole was at also. He also had a walk in closet and a bathroom next to it, I was in love with his room.

"It's way better." I said continuing to look around.

"I fell in love with it, especially the stripper pole."

"I bet you did." I laughed making her laugh.

"Cailee, shut the fuck up." Sef mumbled in his sleep turning the other way.

"You shut up dickhead." She threw a pillow at him then pulled my hand as we walked out.

I walked in the kitchen then stopped seeing Zeph and Redd in there, I tilted my head to the side as Zeph looked at me and sighed. I walked passed him going into the fridge getting a sprite then getting the french onion dip and cheddar cheese pringles.

"Lee which one you want?" I asked wanting the cheddar cheese.

"Green." She said making me pass her the french onion dip then going back in the fridge getting her a orange fanta.

"She comfortable going through your shit." Redd spoke as Lee and I mean mugged her.

"She didn't say nothing to you so leave her alone." Zeph spoke boredly.

"I'm just saying, it looked like she came in here to let me know you were hers."

"Girl, I didn't even say anything to you. I didn't even know you were here so don't speak on me, about me or to me." I looked at her.

"You a little ass girl, I'm not worried about you."

"I can't tell, you always got something to say like if you aren't worried about me, why I got you so bothered then sis?"

"Sis? I won't further converse with you, it's no point. You'll end up just like the rest of Mitch old girlfriends thinking they could ever top me. Nobody will ever have him like I did and he knows that." She smiled touching his face.

"So why do you have to beg to suck his dick in his aunt bathroom? If that's what you gotta do then you right, I don't ever want to top your nasty ass."

I heard Lee annoying ass laugh making me look at her as Redd went speechless, I saw Zeph sister walk next to Redd but I couldn't tell whether it was Amour or Mazori. She looked at me blankly as I returned the same face letting me know it was Amour aggravating ass.

"Zeph why you letting this girl talk out her ass knowing she going to end up broken hearted? You will never be over Redd, you know that, we know that and deep down she even know that." Amour said rolling her eyes.

"Why don't you mind your business? This was a conversation between Red, Zeph and Nobi. He didn't need for his little sister to say anything so stay in your lane before I smack both of y'all for my big sister." Lee stated putting her hands together.

"Girl, don't forget you go with my brother. I'll make him break up with you so you and your sister could match broken hearts."

"That's cute." Lee laughed standing up from her chair. "Match my busted lip."

Lee walked towards her making Zeph step in between us while Amour caused a scene since she knew Lee couldn't get passed Zeph. I rubbed my head feeling myself get a headache from her annoying ass voice. Sef walked into the kitchen along with Roddy both looking like they just woke up.

"Amour shut the hell up, damn!" Roddy spoke mugging her.

"What the fuck is going on?" Sef asked.

"Your girlfriend thinks she can just say what she wants to me like I won't make you break up with her. I come before her and she doesn't understand that. I don't respect y'all relationship and I don't want y'all together!" She looked at Sef.

"Bitch I can say what I want to you, I don't give a fuck if you his sister. I will still punch you in your fucking neck."

"For one, Lee calm ya ass down." He grabbed her arm as she snatched out his grip.

"I'm perfectly calm but don't touch me before I punch you in your neck too!"

"Amour you don't have to like our relationship and you damn sure can't make me break up with her but you gon respect her. You not bout to say what you want to her and expect her not to retaliate, this whole shit is petty and aggravating as hell. Drop it." He said sternly looking at both of them.

"I didn't even say anything to her, I was talking to Mitch little hoe and she just-"

"You know me?" I asked pointing to myself getting closer to her.

"I know you better back up." Redd said making my attention go to her.

"Make me." I got closer to Amour looking directly in Redd direction.

"Alright, that's enough chill out y'all." Zeph grabbed my arm making me slap his hand.

"Don't touch me, all three of y'all have me fucked up." I spoke then looked at Amour. "You just a little dumb bitch, this girl cheated on your brother more than once and you still want them together? I thought Mazori was the gay one, get off her dick."

"Alright Zenobia." Zeph spoke.

"Fuck outta here, you just as dumb as both of these bitches. I'm done with you and this whole situation period."

"You giving up so easily? Aw princess he never really wanted you anyway, let me save you the heartbreak." Redd spoke.

"Y'all aggravating as hell, Alon and Amour y'all gotta leave now." Zeph shook his head.

"Can you get off of me? Damn." Lee rolled her eyes pushing Sef hands eating the pringles.

"You going to stop putting your hands on my brother."

"Girl, your bark bigger than your bite. When you actually do something I might consider listening to what you say."

"Girl you young as hell, I'm not-"

"Amour, we a year apart. Stop talking to me, you wasting my damn time, swing or leave me alone."

She stepped closer to Lee and I stepped closer to her, she looked at me not even knowing I was ready to knock off her shit. I'm not one to argue, you say something I don't like we can fight, it's that simple.

"Amour and Redd leave, damn!" Roddy said looking annoyed as hell.

"Kick these bitches out-"

She got cut off from Lee fist hitting her directly in her mouth, she fell on her ass holding her mouth while everybody looked shocked as hell. I smiled knowing Lee was going to do it, they should of known she was going to do it too.

"What? Stand up toughness, fight back." Lee stood above her challenging her.

"Lee seriously?!" Sef yelled pushing her almost making her fall.

I grabbed Lee pushing her towards Sef room as she let me. I wasn't even mad, I was really cracking up like it was hilarious, Lee will forever be my spirit animal. Right when I was about to say something Sef came in the room looking pissed off.

"Save your speeches, your looks and your anger. I don't give a fuck what you got to say and I don't give a fuck if that's your sister."

"If she didn't put her fucking hands on you then you shouldn't have put your fucking hands on her. She can say whatever she want-"

"You right she can say whatever she want, just not to me."

"Who the fuck are you? She can say what she want period. Do you know what predicament you just put me in? You're my girlfriend and that's my little sister! Come on I know you not that dumb Lee."

"You know how I am and you know I don't like your sister so like I said, she shouldn't talk to someone she know she don't want to fight."

"Do you hear yourself?" He looked at her and laughed. "Wow."

"Yup." She put on her jeans and packed her bag. "Do what she says and break up with me then Sef cause I don't feel bad about hitting her and I'll do it again, I simply don't care."

He looked at her as she stared back at him, I walked out going to get my stuff. I didn't wanna spend the night no more, I didn't even wanna be around Zeph anymore. I walked in his room getting my clothes I came here with, slipping on my jeans. I kept on the boxers and his shirt putting the rest of my clothes in a plastic bag.

"What you doing? Why you leaving?" He asked coming in the room.

"I'm over it, I want to leave."

"But what did I do?"

"What didn't you do Zephyr?" I sighed.

"I apologize for my sister and Redd but I didn't plan on them coming, I didn't even know they were coming or I would of-"

"Your password is her last four digits." I cut him off looking at him as he sighed.

"That's always been my password since I had a phone, Nobi that doesn't mean-"

"You sat there and let her say whatever, along with you sister. You love that girl and I can't compete with that Zephyr, I don't want to."

"You don't have to Zenobia! I do love her but I already told you I will never go down that road again! Don't let her get in your head, I would of never-"

"Zeph, I honestly don't want to hear it. I told you I wasn't with the drama that comes with all this and I'm not, I can't wait until you figure out if this is really what you want."

"You are what I want!"

"I don't think I am."

"How the fuck can you tell me what I want?" He looked at me as I sighed.

"Nobi, the lyft outside if you coming with me come on." Lee said making both of us look at her.

"See you." I leaned up to kiss the side of his mouth and walked past him.

"Zenobia!" He yelled as I walked out the door with Lee.

This exactly why I'm against relationships, I'm against arguing, fighting for love and having to deal with exes every step of the way. It was annoying and I didn't need the additional stress, back to being by my lonely.

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This is the longest chapter I have EVER written. I like it, What bout y'all? Too long or no?

Excuse any mistakes.