Chapter 5

Liv POV

The hospital lights were blinding. They hummed with a sterile, aggressive electricity that drilled straight into my skull.

I kept my eyes closed, feigning sleep, feigning death. I needed a moment before the world rushed back in.

*Save the baby.*

The voice was Marcus's. It was low, urgent, coming from the hallway.

*I need you to do everything you can. If she loses it...*

He didn't finish the sentence.

I opened my eyes. A nurse was adjusting the IV drip next to me. She looked at me, her face a mask of professional pity.

"You're awake," she said softly.

My legs were on fire. The bandages felt thick and tight, constricting my skin like a vice.

"The baby?" I asked, my voice a rusty croak.

The nurse hesitated. She looked at the chart, then at the door, then back at me.

"Mrs. D'Angelo... your husband emphasized that we prioritize the pregnancy."

I stared at her. "Is there still a pregnancy?"

She bit her lip.

I grabbed her wrist. It took all my strength.

"Tell me."

"You miscarried," she whispered. "The trauma... the shock... it was too much. We had to perform a D&C an hour ago while we were treating the burns."

A hollow space opened up inside me. It wasn't grief. Grief implies you lost something you could have kept. This was... inevitability. That baby was never going to be mine. It was going to be named Isabella. It was going to be his prop.

"Does he know?" I asked.

"Not yet," she said. "He's been... difficult. He's demanding to see the ultrasound results himself."

"Don't tell him," I said.

"What?"

"Don't tell him I lost it. Not yet."

"Why?"

*Because if he knows I'm empty, he'll discard me before I can walk out of here,* I thought.

"I just... I need to tell him myself," I lied. "Please. It's my right."

She nodded slowly. "Okay. I'll give you some time. We need to change your dressings now. I can give you more morphine."

"No," I said.

"Mrs. D'Angelo, the debridement process is extremely painful."

"No morphine," I said, staring at the ceiling. "I need to be clear-headed. I need to feel it."

I needed the pain. I needed to burn the weakness out of my system. I needed to remember exactly what it felt like to be loved by Marcus D'Angelo.

The next hour was a blur of white-hot agony. I bit through my lip until I tasted copper. But I didn't scream. I didn't give him the satisfaction of hearing me scream, even if he wasn't in the room.

When it was over, I lay sweating and trembling on the sheets.

The door opened. Marcus walked in.

He looked artfully disheveled. His tie was crooked. He looked like a worried husband. It was a masterful performance.

"Liv," he said, rushing to the bedside. He reached for my hand.

I pulled it away.

He flinched, looking hurt.

"I'm so sorry," he said. "It happened so fast. I just reacted."

"You reacted to what mattered to you," I croaked.

He sighed, running a hand through his hair. "Don't be like that. Izzy... she's family. You know how protective I am."

I looked at him. Really looked at him. The handsome face. The cruel mouth.

"You walked away, Marcus. I was burning, and you walked away."

"I went to get help!" he lied smoothly.

I closed my eyes. "I'm tired."

He lingered. "How is... is everything else okay? The baby?"

I kept my eyes shut. "The baby is fine, Marcus. Just fine."

He let out a breath he'd been holding. "Thank God. That's... that's the most important thing."

He sat by the bed for a while, scrolling on his phone. Then, it buzzed against the nightstand.

He stood up immediately. "I have to take this. It's Izzy. She's shaken up by the accident. I need to go check on her."

"Of course you do," I whispered.

He leaned down and kissed my forehead. It felt like a brand.

"I'll be back in the morning. Rest. Think about the baby."

He left.

I waited ten minutes. Then I dragged my broken body out of the bed.

My legs screamed in protest, but I forced them to move. I shuffled to the closet where they had put my clothes. The dress was ruined, but my coat was there. My purse was there.

I took out my phone. I dialed the lawyer.

"File it," I said. "File the papers. Now."

"But Mrs. D'Angelo, it's 2 AM."

"Do it!" I hissed. "And release the funds."

I hung up.

I walked to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. Pale. Gaunt. Dead eyes.

I opened my purse and took out a photo I had saved. It was a picture of Marcus and me on our wedding day. He wasn't looking at me in the photo, either. He was looking at the camera, posing for the world.

I tore it in half.

I limped out of the room. I didn't take the elevator. I took the stairs, one agonizing step at a time, refusing to be seen by anyone who might stop me.

I made it to the lobby. I walked out into the cool night air.

A taxi was waiting. I had called it on an app under a fake name.

"Where to, lady?" the driver asked.

"The airport," I said.

"And don't stop. Just drive."

I didn't look back at the hospital. I didn't look back at the city that had chewed me up and spat me out.

I was leaving behind a husband, a dead child, and a life that was never mine.

I was bleeding. I was broken. But for the first time in two years, the air filling my lungs belonged to me.