Chapter 4

Alec' s face, already pale, drained of all color. He stared at the divorce petition on his desk as if it were a venomous snake. With a guttural growl, he swept it off, sending papers and pens scattering across the floor.

"A divorce? Are you insane, Cydney?" he roared, his voice shaking with a mixture of disbelief and fury. "Do you know what this would do to Johns Development? To the stock price? You're being childish! This is not how we solve problems!"

A profound weariness settled over me. His words were a familiar refrain, always prioritizing his empire, his public image, over my pain. He was oblivious, or perhaps willfully ignorant, to the depth of my hurt. I watched him, still cradling Billie, stroking her hair, whispering reassurances. He looked at her with a tenderness he hadn't shown me in years.

"Alright," I said, my voice dangerously soft, "then let's solve problems your way, Alec. I'll drop the divorce, on one condition."

He looked at me, a flicker of suspicion in his eyes. "What condition?"

"I'll take the child," I stated, my gaze fixed on Billie, then on the photo of the boy. "He's your son, Alec. I'll raise him. You can have Billie. And your company. I'll take the boy."

Billie shrieked, a raw, primal sound of outrage. She scrambled off Alec' s lap, dropping to her knees, clutching his legs. "No! Alec, no! You can't! He's my son! You can't let her take him!" Her pleas were punctuated by piercing sobs, her performance reaching a new, desperate level.

Alec' s face contorted in a way I had rarely seen. A flash of genuine panic, of raw fear. It was the same look he' d worn in the emergency room, years ago, when the doctors told him I might not make it, when the possibility of losing his silent partner, his uncredited architect, his backbone, had briefly shaken him. But even then, his fear was for his empire, not for me.

"Cydney, how dare you!" he bellowed, his voice filled with a venomous rage. "You would insult a mother's love? You would threaten my son?"

"Insult a mother's love, Alec?" I retorted, my voice trembling with a mixture of pain and fury. "What about my right to be a mother? What about the years I sacrificed for you, only to be left barren because of your ambition and your neglect?"

"Billie saved me, Cydney!" he shouted, his face contorted. "When my back was against the wall, when this company was about to collapse, she was there! You were... nowhere! You left me to fight alone!"

My jaw dropped. The sheer audacity of his lie, the complete rewriting of our history, left me breathless. I had been the one poring over ledgers, renegotiating contracts, pulling all-nighters to keep his dream afloat. I had sacrificed everything. And he was accusing me of abandoning him?

Billie, seeing her opportunity, subtly tried to interject, her voice soft and conciliatory. "Alec, don't. Cydney was always there for you. She just... she just had other ways of showing it." She played the gracious, understanding mistress perfectly.

But Alec cut her off, his eyes burning with a cold fire. He grabbed my jaw, his fingers digging into my skin, forcing me to look at him. His gaze was filled with a chilling hatred. "You owe her an apology, Cydney. Now."

I stared back at him, unblinking. The word 'no' formed on my lips, a defiant refusal. But before I could utter it, Billie, still clinging to Alec's leg, subtly shifted. Her dress, somehow, rode up, revealing a bruise on her knee. A fresh bruise, perhaps from her dramatic fall earlier, or perhaps self-inflicted.

Alec' s eyes caught it, and the hatred in his gaze softened into a sickening tenderness. He released my jaw, his touch now gentle as he knelt by Billie. "My poor girl, look what she's done to you." He looked up at me, his eyes now blazing with a renewed, possessive fury. "Get down on your knees, Cydney. Apologize to her. For everything."

My breath hitched. Down on my knees? Apologize to her? The woman who had systematically dismantled my life? The humiliation was a suffocating weight. The word "no" was still on my tongue, but it was drowned out by the metallic click of Alec pulling out his phone.

"If you don't apologize," he said, his voice eerily calm, "I'll call the hospital. I'll tell them to pull the plug on your father's life support. He won't last another hour."

My world went silent. The air left my lungs in a whoosh. My father. My sweet, kind father. He wouldn't. He couldn't.

"You... you wouldn't," I choked out, my voice raw with disbelief. "He's your father-in-law! He always loved you!"

"He's an old man," Alec said, his eyes devoid of emotion. "He's suffering. It would be a mercy. Unless, of course, you'd like to apologize to Billie, and ensure his continued comfort."

I remembered Alec, years ago, on one knee, holding a simple ring, pledging his devotion. He' d promised to cherish me, to protect my family. Now, he was threatening my dying father. The contrast was a brutal, sickening blow.

My knees buckled. I closed my eyes, a silent scream trapped in my chest. Slowly, painfully, I sank to the floor. My head bowed, my shoulders slumped.

"Billie," I whispered, the name a bitter taste on my tongue. "I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry."

My voice was barely audible, thick with a mix of rage, despair, and utter humiliation. "Please, Alec. Don't hurt my father. Please. He's all I have left."

Alec' s hand, still clutching his phone, tightened almost imperceptibly. A flicker of something, perhaps a momentary pang of conscience, crossed his face. But it was quickly gone. His eyes were cold, hard.

"Louder, Cydney," he commanded, his voice like ice. "Make her hear you."

"I'm sorry!" I cried out, my voice breaking. "I'm sorry for everything! Please, just... let my father live."

Billie, from her perch in Alec's arms, watched me, a triumphant smirk playing on her lips. She had done it. She had brought me to my knees. The "white moonlight," the perfect wife, was nothing but a broken woman begging for mercy.

Alec remained silent for a long, agonizing moment. The silence was deafening, punctuated only by my ragged breathing and Billie' s smug sniffles. I felt the weight of thirteen years of marriage, of sacrifice, of misplaced love, pressing down on me. It was all a cruel joke.

Finally, he spoke. "Alright," he said, his voice flat. "I'll tell them to continue with his care." He lifted the phone to his ear, his back to me. "Yes, this is Johns. Continue with Frazier's father's treatment. No, don't worry about the funding."

A wave of relief, fleeting and fragile, washed over me. I lifted my head, a desperate hope blooming in my chest. But then, Alec' s face, which had been turned away from me, suddenly contorted. His eyes widened, his hand gripping the phone so tightly his knuckles turned white.

"What?" he hissed, his voice a disbelieving gasp. "Are you sure? When? How...?"

My blood ran cold. The words, though not meant for me, were clear enough. The confirmation of the worst fear. My father. My dear, sweet father. He was gone.