Chapter 1 Before

Dear Diary

The funniest thing happened today. Not funny haha but funny because everyone freaked the fuck out. Nanna the most of all.

It's like she thinks I don't have eyes in my head and hadn't noticed the people who had moved in up the road. Nice people , the mum smiled at me when I was coming back from town on my bike.

Nanna is so lame sometimes. I think because she grew up in the dark ages and didn't notice boys until she met grandpa that I have to be the same.

I'm almost fifteen! I'm not a child.

So they are off bowling or what ever it is old people do on dates and I was here in my room when I saw him under the apple tree in the back garden. The one she's always told me to stay away from because it's not safe.

Blugh , like I'm going to get bonked on the head by an apple and die. Nanna is so annoying sometimes. Fruit is healthy and doesn't kill you. Everyone knows that.

Anyway I looked out and there were people there. Two or three of them. All dressed in black and looking shifty. Like they were stealing nannas apples or something.

Grown men stealing apples... it's so lame but hey adults are mostly lame anyway. I hope I don't live to be as old as them. I want to live my life and die young.

One of them wasn't old though.... Oh no. He was young. Young and gorgeous. And he looked right at me. ❤️

I've never had anyone look at me like that before, not even Jonny and he's my kind of boyfriend. And I think I fell in love because he smiled at me. Just a small smile but it meant so much.

He even pressed his fingers to his lips to his mouth like he wanted this to be our little secret.

But then Nanna came in and she hit the roof. She went totally crazy when she saw who was outside and now I'm going back to mums tomorrow. All because I smiled at a boy and he smiled back

She says it's not safe for me anymore.

Why are old people so LAME. It was just a smile. I don't even know his name and now I never will.

I think she's just trying to ruin my life.

Old people suck!!!!!

I need to know who he is ❤️❤️