WHILE I BURN FOR YOU
img img WHILE I BURN FOR YOU img Chapter 1 MEETING MR DASHIELL
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Chapter 6 SALEM KASHEM img
Chapter 7 DO OR DIE AFFAIR img
Chapter 8 ALONE IN DUNDEE img
Chapter 9 INHERITANCE img
Chapter 10 GODFATHER img
Chapter 11 AUNT MAGGIE img
Chapter 12 THE ARGUMENT img
Chapter 13 YOU ARE ON YOUR OWN img
Chapter 14 SECRET BUNKER img
Chapter 15 MALEK'S DEATH img
Chapter 16 YOU KISSED ME img
Chapter 17 TILL MORNING img
Chapter 18 BOIL THEM img
Chapter 19 LIAR! img
Chapter 20 CONGRATULATIONS, LANDLADY img
Chapter 21 YOU HAVE LOST img
Chapter 22 HOW INSENSITIVE! img
Chapter 23 FANTASY img
Chapter 24 THE MISSING GODFATHER img
Chapter 25 ESCAPE PLAN img
Chapter 26 MOTHER'S RING img
Chapter 27 VIVICA BLACKWOOD img
Chapter 28 ADIEU TRAITOR img
Chapter 29 I PLEDGE MY LOYALTY TO YOU img
Chapter 30 YZMA img
Chapter 31 FOGA PERICOLOSO (DANGEROUS FERVOR) img
Chapter 32 CHECKMATE img
Chapter 33 KISS ME img
Chapter 34 RED ROOM img
Chapter 35 HURT img
Chapter 36 BALDIE BIKER img
Chapter 37 LOVE ISN'T WEAK img
Chapter 38 CITY OF LOVE img
Chapter 39 SEX IN THE CITY img
Chapter 40 DOOMSDAY LURKS img
Chapter 41 DAMIAN img
Chapter 42 THE SABOTAGE img
Chapter 43 THE REVELATION img
Chapter 44 LINGERIE'S SPECIAL GUEST img
Chapter 45 IRRESISTIBLE img
Chapter 46 LAST WARNING img
Chapter 47 BETRAYAL AT ITS FINEST img
Chapter 48 GIRLFRIEND img
Chapter 49 FAMILY 'AFFAIR' img
Chapter 50 MAYA img
Chapter 51 CAUGHT IN A LIE img
Chapter 52 SMART CULLEN LENSES img
Chapter 53 A TRAITOR AMONG US img
Chapter 54 MOTHER img
Chapter 55 GIFT img
Chapter 56 POISONOUS ARROWS img
Chapter 57 THE FIGHT OF OUR LIVES PART I img
Chapter 58 THE FIGHT OF OUR LIVES 2 img
Chapter 59 I SMELL DEATH img
Chapter 60 VIVUS img
Chapter 61 MY LOVE img
Chapter 62 DETOUR img
Chapter 63 SABA; EMPTY BARREL img
Chapter 64 MINA AL ARAB img
Chapter 65 JOEL CASIO img
Chapter 66 TROUBLE O'CLOCK img
Chapter 67 LATE TO THE MURDER PARTY img
Chapter 68 FINIR img
Chapter 69 DEVIL IN MINK img
Chapter 70 CÍRCULO DEL DIABLO (DEVIL'S CIRCLE) img
Chapter 71 ENTANGLED IN THE SPIDER'S WEB img
Chapter 72 UNSEEN MANIPULATION img
Chapter 73 TRICKERY img
Chapter 74 MY RED HAIRED STALKER img
Chapter 75 DEATH AND IT'S SCYTHE img
Chapter 76 WITH RELATION TO THE DEVIL img
Chapter 77 TANGO WITH THE DEVIL img
Chapter 78 IT'S OVER img
Chapter 79 SIOBHAN'S AFFAIR img
Chapter 80 THE FEAR OF THANKSGIVING img
Chapter 81 PREP img
Chapter 82 NATALYA img
Chapter 83 SICK ZAHRA img
Chapter 84 LIAM CORLEONE'S REVENGE img
Chapter 85 ON THE VERGE OF... DEATH img
Chapter 86 LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON img
Chapter 87 ARRIVING AT THE PALACE img
Chapter 88 ONLY MY LOVE MATTERS img
Chapter 89 CAROLYN'S OUTING img
Chapter 90 ZAHRA'S DEATH img
Chapter 91 ONE LAST TIME img
Chapter 92 ALL OR NOTHING img
Chapter 93 WHERE IT ENDS img
Chapter 94 I'll Miss Tomorrow, Even When It Passes. img
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WHILE I BURN FOR YOU

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Chapter 1 MEETING MR DASHIELL

CHAPTER ONE: MEETING MR DASHIELL

My eyes flickered open like the blurry Christmas lights at the far end of a NewYork street. I tried to move but my head felt like it had been nailed to the hard, black tiles, and I could only manage to lift a finger or two.

My mouth quivered as I felt liquid surrounding my cold body, I began to wonder whether I had taken a piss on the floor while unconcious.

Using the strength I had left, I raised my fingers up to meet my eyes. My vision was blurry but I could still decipher that the liquid on the floor wasn't piss but in fact blood.

I was surrounded by my own blood.

I shut my eyes as I recalled how this came to be. It wasn't the first time he had beaten me, but this was the first time that his fists led me to draw blood.

I have endured it for eight years and running. All the beatings, the scars, and the pains. With no one to run to but the good memories of my distant past. Spent running around with a boy that lived close to me.

People talk about how envious they are about my wealth and status in society, but how taken aback would they be when they find out how I truly feel.

I honestly detest my wealth and status, because it hadn't allowed me to finally be free.

Ever since I had been born into a wealthy Eres household, my life and dreams were put on standstill.

The fifth child and only daughter of Danyal Eres, born into wealth and married off to wealth and pain.

I had been groomed to marry Malek since I was 6. My mother often said that our marriage would be the talk of the season and that it would bring our family wealth among many others.

But, what good is wealth when you are not allowed to be happy?

I remember when I told my father that I wanted to join his company, His mocking snicker drove a hard slap to my face and I was driven back to my cocoon, my place of solitude, my writings.

I have attempted suicide times without number, being the mother of a four year old son wasn't easy, but how would I care for a child who was taken away from me at birth?

The second he came out of my vagina, my husband called his mother and she took him away and hadn't allowed me to see him.

I was only ever allowed out of the house when my husband hosted a party with his friends, or when he was invited to one.

I let out a loud grunt as I struggled to get up, my hands harshly gripping the edge of my bed frame, while using the other to support my stomach. I grabbed the leather coat on the edge of my bed and left for the pharmacy.

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Using the coat's hood to cover my face, I stepped out of the pharmacy, clutching the drugs to my stomach as I limped like an injured antelope.

"Ma'am! It's starting to get windy. You should stay here until the sun starts to shine!" The front desk lady who ran after me, called, allowing me to face her and shake my head to refuse.

In my heart, I felt like everyone knew about my husband's mistreatment towards me, but what could they do other than offer unprofound sympathy?

"I'm fine. My car is just around the corner," I lied, my mind screaming for me to just get inside and sit there until my ass starts to peel. I wanted nothing more than to avoid Malek, but I knew how furious he was going to be if he didn't see me home early.

The wind soon started to pick up, blowing all the empty wrappers on the street out of place, while almost getting sand into my eyes. I started to run to try and find shelter somewhere, while mentally cursing myself for not following that front desk lady back inside.

Just then, I heard a car horn behind me, but I chose to ignore them, just In Case that was my husband's PA or driver.

I watched with my side vision as the silver Rolls Royce drove forth to be ahead of me, the tinted windscreen rolling down to reveal the face of a pudgy guy with a receding hairline, "Get in, my boss wants to speak with you," the man said, but I held my coat tighter around my body and shook my head to say no.

"It wasn't a request. Get in," the fat man commanded, opening the door and getting out to let me in.

The black interior of the car exuded extreme aura, power and wealth. The fresh smell of alcohol and cigarettes filled my nose as the fat man shut the door and walked away. And my shy gaze moved to take in the appearance of the man who sat next to me.

Compared to the fat man, this one was quite...body built. His chiseled jawline was complemented by piercing black eyes that seem to dig pools into those he gazes at.

His dark hair was styled, framing his high cheekbones, straight nose, and full lips. He was clad in a tailored suit that accentuated his broad shoulders and chest, and his whole appearance spelled one hundred percent aura.

"You wanted to see me?" I asked in a shaky voice. His dark eyes scanned me thoroughly, and he moved to examine the silver bracelet on my wrists that had 'OTTO' engraved on it.

"That bracelet..." he drawled, his baritone voice creeping me out. "Who gave it to you?"

"A friend from my teenage years," I replied, covering my hands around the bracelet.

He looked away and leaned back in the seat, "Why were you taking lone strides in the storm?"

I shifted in my seat nervously and answered, "I... wanted to take a trip to the pharmacy. It isn't far to where I live,"

"Where do you live?" He asked, his dark eyes back on me, scanning my whole body and boring into my soul.

"Malek Kashim Estate,"

He eyed me suspiciously, "What are you? His maid?"

I shook my head to say no, almost chuckling out of his lack of information, "I'm Malek's wife,"

I scanned his expression for some kind of reaction, and I didn't know why I felt disappointed that he had none.

"Did he do this to you?" He asked, his voice manly but empty. "You do realize that you reek of blood, don't you?" He asked but I didn't answer.

He tapped on the barricade that separated the driver's seat from where we both sat, "Stop. She will go on her own from here," he said, and like a flick of a finger, the fat man appeared and opened the door for me.

His dark eyes bore into me again and I swear that I could hear the last words that came out of his mouth before the car zoomed off, over again. "I'll see you soon, Zahra,"

            
            

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