Aaron returned hours later, not with grief, but with an excuse. "We can have another baby," he said, as if replacing a broken toy. He then announced that Brie, his fragile mistress, would be moving into our home while I was still in the hospital.
He truly believed he could have it all: the grieving wife and the mistress waiting at home.
But as I looked at the man who chose her over our dying child, the love I had for him died right there. I had a new plan.
Chapter 1
Elinor POV:
The doctor' s words were a cold, hard slap to my face. "Your pregnancy is high-risk, Elinor. Extremely high-risk." The room spun. All those years, all those IVF cycles, the pain, the hope, the endless waiting. All of it led to this. I clutched my swollen belly, feeling a flutter inside. My baby. My miracle.
Aaron, my husband, was the picture of devotion. He drove across town every night, battling rush hour traffic, just to get the specific organic kale I craved. He said it was a small price to pay for my comfort, for our baby' s health. He made me feel cherished, adored.
"Anything for my two favorite people," he' d whisper, kissing my forehead, his eyes full of love.
He' d come home late, sometimes past midnight, smelling faintly of the city and that specialty grocery store. I' d be drifting off to sleep, feeling my body ache from another day of carrying our child, and he' d slip into bed beside me. He was always tired, but he never complained. He said he was building a future for us, for our child.
"You work so hard, Aaron," I' d say, my voice thick with sleep. "You don't have to go so far for kale."
He' d just hold me tighter. "Only the best for my queen, and our little prince or princess." His voice was a soft lullaby, full of so much warmth, so much conviction. It made me believe every word.
I believed we had the perfect marriage, a picture-perfect life. Aaron, my charming, successful tech entrepreneur, and me, his architect wife, taking a pause from my career to nurture our family. We had overcome so much to get here. Infertility was a long, dark tunnel, but we found the light. This baby was our light. This perfect, glowing future felt earned.
Then came the car service. A routine check-up, nothing more. The dealership called, their tone apologetic, almost embarrassed. "Mrs. Jordan, we noticed a recurring anomaly in your car's GPS data. A 20-mile detour, every single night."
My breath hitched. "A detour? Where to?"
The mechanic hesitated. "A luxury condo building on the other side of town. It seems... unusual for a grocery run."
My world tilted. A cold dread seeped into my bones. It was silly, it had to be a mistake. Maybe he was visiting a client, or a friend. But the pit in my stomach screamed otherwise.
I don' t know how I got my hands on the dashcam footage, but I did. The video played, a silent movie of my unraveling. Aaron, my devoted husband, parking his car, not at the grocery store, but in front of that sleek, modern condo building. He would go inside, sometimes for an hour, sometimes longer.
And then, I saw her. Brie Wade.
She was young, fragile, her eyes wide and haunted. She' d cling to him, her voice a soft, broken whisper I couldn't quite make out through the muffled audio. He' d hold her, stroke her hair, his face etched with a concern I had never seen directed at me. Not like that. Not with that raw, desperate intensity.
The video showed him leaving, her tears following him to the car. Then, he' d drive to the grocery store, pick up my organic kale, and come home, a perfect smile on his face, a perfect lie on his lips.
Brie Wade. The sister of his deceased best friend, Chandler Gross. The pieces clicked into place, a horrifying mosaic of betrayal. The whispers I had dismissed, the late-night calls I had ignored, the vague excuses he had offered. All of it was Brie. All of it was a lie.
I lay awake that night, staring at the ceiling, the betrayal a bitter taste in my mouth. Every loving word, every tender touch, every single piece of kale, felt like a poisoned offering. My mind replayed fragments of our life, searching for clues I had missed, red flags I had willfully ignored. Was it always a performance? Was I just a prop in his dutiful charade?
I tried to tell myself it meant nothing. It was just an obligation, a promise to a dead friend. He was just being kind. But as the hours stretched, the image of his eyes, so soft, so concerned for her, burned into my mind. It was more than kindness. It was an intimacy I thought was ours alone.
The first contraction hit like a lightning bolt. A sharp, searing pain that stole my breath. It was too early. Far too early. I screamed for Aaron, my voice cracking with panic. He rushed in, his face pale with fear, but it was fear for me, for our baby. I clung to that.
The hospital was a blur of fluorescent lights and hushed voices. The doctors spoke in urgent tones, their faces grave. This was it. Our baby was coming. And it was dangerous.
Then, his phone rang.
He glanced at it, his jaw tight. "It's Brie," he muttered. "I told her not to call."
"Aaron, please," I whispered, clutching his hand, a fresh wave of pain washing over me. "Don't answer it. Not now."
He hesitated, his eyes darting between me and the glowing screen. The phone rang again, insistent, shrill.
"I have to," he said, his voice strained. "She's... she's not stable."
He stepped out of the delivery room, just for a moment, he promised. I heard his voice, low and urgent, then a sharp, desperate cry I recognized as Brie' s. Something about a rooftop. Something about ending it all.
The words were like daggers, piercing through the pain of my contractions. He wasn't coming back. He was leaving me.
"Aaron, no!," I screamed, my voice raw with terror and betrayal. "Don't you dare! Our baby is coming! Don't you dare leave me!"
He paused, his back to me, his shoulders rigid. "I'm sorry, Elinor," he said, his voice devoid of emotion. "I have to. She needs me."
"She needs you?" My voice was a desperate, broken sob. "What about us? What about our child? If you walk out that door, Aaron Britt, don't you ever come back!"
He didn't turn around. He didn't say another word. He just walked out, the heavy hospital door swinging shut behind him, leaving me alone in the sterile, terrifying silence.
My body convulsed, a wave of agony unlike anything I had ever known. The nurses rushed in, their faces grim. "Where's your husband, Mrs. Jordan?"
"He's gone," I choked out, tears streaming down my face. "He's gone."
The next few hours were a living nightmare. My parents arrived, their faces etched with horror and fury when they learned Aaron had abandoned me. My mother, usually so composed, looked ready to tear the hospital apart brick by brick.
"That spineless bastard!" she cried, her voice trembling with rage. "How could he do this to you?"
My father, usually the calm one, gripped my hand, his knuckles white. "We'll deal with him, honey. Just focus on pushing."
But I couldn't. I couldn't focus. All I could feel was the emptiness beside me, the gaping wound of Aaron's absence. My gold locket, a gift from Aaron on our wedding day, a symbol of our forever, slipped from my neck during the frantic pushing. It clattered to the floor, unheard amidst the chaos, lost beneath the gurney.
My vision blurred. The room spun faster, the voices of the medical staff became distant echoes. A searing pain, then a sudden, terrifying quiet. I felt myself drifting, a cold darkness pulling me under.
I woke to the hushed whispers of my parents. The air was heavy, thick with unspoken grief. My mother' s eyes were swollen, red-rimmed. My father sat beside me, his head in his hands.
"Mom? Dad?" My voice was a raspy whisper. "The baby... is the baby okay?"
My mother slowly raised her head, her gaze meeting mine. Her lips trembled. "Elinor," she began, then her voice broke. "Our sweet girl. Our baby... he didn't make it."
The words hit me with the force of a physical blow. Stillborn. Our baby was stillborn. The world shattered around me, fragments of hope and joy scattering into a million pieces.
My parents held me, their tears mingling with mine. They tried to comfort me, to tell me it wasn't my fault, but the image of Aaron walking out that door, choosing her over us, over our child, burned itself into my soul.
Later, a doctor, his face somber, tried to explain. "The complications were severe, Elinor. Even with your husband present, the outcome might have been the same."
But I knew. I knew in my heart that if Aaron had been there, if he had held my hand, if he had just been there, perhaps, just perhaps, our baby would have fought harder. Or maybe I would have.
My mother, her eyes blazing, turned to the doctor. "No, doctor. It was his fault. He abandoned her in her most critical moment. He chose another woman over his wife and unborn child."
Aaron's friend, Mark, appeared at my bedside a few days later. He looked uncomfortable, shifting his weight. "Aaron's devastated, Elinor," he mumbled, avoiding my gaze. "He's really cut up about... everything."
I stared at him, a bitter laugh bubbling in my throat. "Devastated? Cut up?" My voice was as dry as parchment. "He chose to chase after a manipulative woman rather than be with his dying wife and child. What exactly is he 'devastated' about, Mark? That his perfect facade finally cracked?"
Mark flushed. "He cares about Brie, Elinor. You know she's fragile. He promised Chandler he'd look after her."
"A promise?" My voice rose, raw with unshed tears. "A promise to a dead man is more important than his living wife and unborn child? Did he promise Chandler to destroy my life too?"
Mark recoiled, his face pale. He muttered an apology and quickly left.
I waited. For hours that felt like an eternity, I waited. For him to come back. For him to beg for forgiveness. For him to even pretend to care. But he didn't. The hospital room was silent, save for the hum of machines and the quiet sobs of my mother in the corner.
Finally, he appeared. Aaron. His clothes were rumpled, his hair disheveled. He looked... exhausted. Not devastated. Just tired. From his frantic dash to save Brie, I supposed.
"Elinor," he said, his voice flat. "Are you okay? I... I got here as fast as I could."
My blood ran cold. "As fast as you could?" I echoed, my voice barely a whisper. "You were gone for hours, Aaron. Our baby... our baby is gone."
He flinched. "I know. Brie told me. I'm so sorry." His tone was devoid of genuine grief. It was an apology offered out of obligation, a perfunctory nod to a tragedy he had caused.
"Sorry?" I spat, the word burning my tongue. "You're sorry? Where were you, Aaron? While I was fighting for our child's life, where were you?"
He sighed, running a hand through his hair. "Brie was suicidal, Elinor. She was on a rooftop. What was I supposed to do? Let her jump?"
"And what was I supposed to do?" I screamed, my voice cracking. "Let our baby die alone? Let me die alone?"
His eyes flashed with annoyance. "Don't be dramatic, Elinor. You weren't going to die. And I saved Brie. She's safe now."
My world crumbled. He didn't even see it. He truly didn't understand the depth of his betrayal.
"The baby, Aaron," I choked out, tears finally spilling down my face. "What about our baby? Did you even ask about him? Did you even care?"
He looked away, his jaw tight. "Of course, I care. It's a tragedy. But we can have another baby, Elinor. We're young."
My heart stopped beating. "Another baby?" I whispered, the words barely audible. "We can just replace him? Like he was... a broken toy?"
He turned back to me, his eyes pleading, but it was for himself, not for me. "Elinor, please. Don't make this harder than it already is. Brie is... fragile. She's moving in with me tonight. She needs constant supervision. I can't leave her alone."
My breath caught in my throat. Moving in with him? Tonight? While I was lying in a hospital bed, mourning our dead child, he was making arrangements for his mistress.
"You're going to live with her?" I whispered, my voice devoid of emotion. "In our home?"
He nodded, avoiding my gaze. "It's temporary, Elinor. Just until she stabilizes. You know how she is."
My mind reeled. It was over. Everything. All the years, all the love, all the sacrifices. It was all a lie. My world was not just shattered; it was annihilated.