Marcus had made that clear three hours ago when he'd looked me in the eye and said, "You're too idealistic, Elena. Too naive for the real world." Then he'd walked out of my apartment with his designer suitcase and his carefully rehearsed speech about needing someone more "pragmatic."
So here I was, wandering through the kind of neighborhood my mother had warned me about, letting the rain wash away the sting of his words. The gallery opening had been a disaster anyway - another pretentious affair where rich people pretended to understand art while I smiled and nodded and died a little inside.
I should have called a cab. Should have gone home to my safe, predictable life.
Instead, I kept walking.
That's when I saw him.
A man in a black coat leaning against a lamppost, cigarette smoke curling around him like incense. Everyone else hurried past with their heads down, umbrellas clutched tight, desperate to escape the storm. But he stood there like he owned the rain, like the weather itself bent to his will.
And God help me, I looked.
He was beautiful in the way that dangerous things are beautiful - sharp cheekbones catching the streetlight, dark hair that looked like sin, and eyes that seemed to hold secrets I wasn't sure I wanted to know. There was something predatory in the way he held himself, something that should have sent me running.
Instead, I found myself slowing down.
He noticed, of course. Men like him always noticed.
"You've got a bad habit of staring," he said, his voice low and rough, like whiskey and smoke. The sound of it sent heat spiraling through my chest.
I should have apologized. Should have hurried past like everyone else.
I didn't.
"Maybe you've got a bad habit of being worth staring at," I replied, surprised by my own boldness.
His mouth curved into something that wasn't quite a smile but was infinitely more dangerous. "Maybe." He pushed off from the lamppost, moving toward me with the fluid grace of a predator. The rain seemed to part around him, as if even the storm recognized his authority. "You don't belong here."
"Neither do you."
"What makes you think that?"
I gestured at his expensive coat, his perfectly tailored suit visible beneath it. "You're too polished for this neighborhood. Too... controlled."
"Controlled?" He was close enough now that I could smell his cologne - something dark and intoxicating that made my head spin. "You have no idea."
That's when I saw it - the ring on his finger. Black stone carved with an intricate symbol that made my blood run cold. I'd seen that symbol before, hidden in the files my father had kept locked in his safe. The ones he'd told me never to touch, never to ask about.
The symbol of the underground.
My heart slammed against my ribs as the pieces clicked into place. The expensive clothes, the predatory confidence, the way people gave him a wide berth without even realizing they were doing it.
He wasn't just dangerous.
He was Adrian Blackwood.
The name whispered through the city's shadows, spoken in hushed tones by people who knew better than to say it too loud. The man who controlled half the criminal enterprises in the city, who moved through society's elite like a ghost, untouchable and unknowable.
And I was standing in the rain, flirting with him like some lovesick teenager.
"You know who I am," he said, and it wasn't a question. Those dark eyes missed nothing, saw straight through to the fear and fascination warring in my chest.
"I know enough." My voice came out breathier than I intended. "I should go."
"Should you?" He reached out, his fingers brushing a strand of wet hair from my face. The touch was electric, sending shivers down my spine that had nothing to do with the cold. "What's your name?"
"Elena." The word slipped out before I could stop it, before I could think about the wisdom of giving my name to a man like him.
"Elena," he repeated, and the way he said it made it sound like a prayer. Like a promise. "Beautiful name for a beautiful woman."
"I'm not beautiful." The words came out automatically, born from years of feeling ordinary, unremarkable. Marcus had made sure I knew exactly how ordinary I was.
"No," Adrian said, his thumb tracing my cheekbone with devastating gentleness. "You're not beautiful. You're extraordinary."
The word hit me like a physical blow, so different from everything Marcus had said, everything I'd believed about myself. This dangerous, powerful man was looking at me like I was something precious, something worth treasuring.
"You don't know me," I whispered.
"I know enough." He echoed my earlier words, and I could see the heat building in his eyes. "I know you're standing in the rain instead of running away. I know you're brave enough to talk back to a stranger in the shadows. I know you're exactly what I've been looking for."
"What have you been looking for?"
"Someone real." His hand moved to cup my face, and I leaned into the touch despite every instinct screaming at me to run. "Someone who sees the world as it could be, not as it is."
"And what is it?"
"Dark. Brutal. Unforgiving." His eyes never left mine. "But you... you're light, Elena. Pure light in a world that's forgotten what that looks like."
I should have laughed. Should have seen the line for what it was. But there was something in his voice, something raw and desperate that made me believe he meant every word.
"You're dangerous," I said, but I didn't move away.
"Yes."
"You're going to hurt me."
"Probably." His honesty was brutal, refreshing. "But I'm also going to show you things you've never imagined. I'm going to give you a life worth living."
"What if I don't want that kind of life?"
"Then you'll walk away right now, and I'll let you go. No questions, no consequences. You'll go back to your safe, predictable world and pretend this never happened."
The choice hung between us like a blade. I could feel the weight of it, the magnitude of the decision I was about to make. One step backward, and I could return to my old life. One step forward, and I'd be diving headfirst into the unknown.
I thought about Marcus, about his clinical breakup and his cold assessment of my character. I thought about my job at the gallery, about the endless cycle of pretentious openings and meaningless small talk. I thought about the life I'd been living - safe, predictable, and soul-crushingly ordinary.
Then I looked at Adrian, at the promise in his eyes and the dangerous curve of his mouth.
I stepped forward.
His smile was like sunrise breaking through storm clouds. "Good girl."
He pulled me against him, and the world exploded into sensation. His mouth found mine, and the kiss was everything I'd never known I wanted - desperate, consuming, absolutely devastating. I could taste the rain on his lips, feel the strength in his arms as he held me like I was something precious and fragile.
When we broke apart, I was breathless, dizzy, completely undone.
"What happens now?" I asked.
"Now," he said, his forehead resting against mine, "you let me take you home."
I knew I should say no. Knew I should demand he take me to my apartment, to safety, to the life I understood. But looking into his eyes, I realized I didn't want safety anymore.
I wanted him.
"Okay," I whispered.
He smiled then, and it was beautiful and terrifying and absolutely perfect.
"Welcome to my world, Elena."
As he led me to the sleek black car waiting at the curb, I caught my reflection in the window. My hair was soaked, my makeup smudged, but my eyes were bright with something I hadn't felt in years.
Excitement. Anticipation. The electric thrill of diving into the unknown.
I didn't know that I was looking at the last glimpse of the woman I used to be.
I didn't know that by morning, Elena the art historian would be gone forever, replaced by someone darker, more dangerous, more alive than I'd ever imagined possible.
I didn't know that love could be a form of destruction, that salvation could look exactly like damnation.
All I knew was that Adrian Blackwood had looked at me like I was extraordinary, and for the first time in my life, I felt like I might actually be worth something.
The car pulled away from the curb, carrying me toward a future I couldn't imagine, toward a love that would consume everything I thought I knew about myself.
And God help me, I couldn't wait.